Memories plagued me from many different days and years.
Some brought out my deepest fears, others took away those fears.
Memories came back to my hectic brain for really no reason today.
One was of when I was diagnosed, followed by the boy I love the most.
Another of losing my grandparents,
The next was him holding me safely while crying when I thought I was worthless.I thought of all the bad times, but he canceled them out and had more remaining than the bad memories.
He makes me smile, he makesme happy, and sometimes sad for what he thinks... But i love him and everything that makes him an amazingly adorable happy guy.
His pretty cool pale blue alwaydmake the difference. I see what ive always adored since eighth grade....
I see a guy who wants to be loved and will sure as hell get it. Ill make sure of it as long as he allows me too.
I fell in love with him... And I hope...he really did too...
January 27, 2016
7:03 amTo my wonderful amazing loving boyfriend... Infinity... I love you. Thank you so much.
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