When,they don't understand the hell I am facing. The threats i am facing. Or the tears that drip drip. Drip,down my face when in alone. The screams and the shouts about how I don't do enough never enough ringing in my ears late at night. The thoughts I have... Give way to things I can,barely deny. My heart breaking at the crap in facing. Saying damnit all. Eventually I will,fall... Each day a utter disappointment. A new bad grade or a new taunt or complaint. Everyday I spiral more and more out of control yelling back... Hiding the tears until in,alone. Alone. Alone. Barely having the will,to,get up each dreadful morning... Wake up, go to school, study, go home, study do,homwork, sleep,and,repeat. Day in,and day out. In tired so,damn tired of seeing that sun every morning knowing nothing will change. Not know when,something will go right... When, I don't have to fight...
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From The Heart
PoetryDo you know the times when you want to say something, but can't? Or the times when you are sad and need someone to give you a hug? The times your worst enemy hugs your boyfriend? Or the times you are so angry you punch a locker and have to pay to ge...