Yesterday, I Loved You

Chapter XX • CONTRAST.

/Sabrina/

"Bea! Please open this door!" I hardly knocked on her room's door repeatedly.

Tita Det called me kaninang 10pm, and she said that Bea has been drinking these past few days. And I was very worried about it. Bea was very broken until now, I know. And nasasaktan din naman ako dahil dun...she's ruining her life because of that Jho kasi.

"Sab, please help my daughter. We're not able to control her na kasi..." Tita Det said. She's crying na talaga, because Bea was their only daughter then ganto pa yung nangyayari... And now, I don't know what's the right thing to do with Bea, just to stop her, or just to heal her heart pa...

I knocked again for the fourth time, then tita Det and tito Elmer made their way na downstairs...

I was so nervous, shaking, and very worried at the same time. I don't know, kung anong makikita ko pag bumukas na yung door na to. Baka hindi ko lang kayanin, kapag nakita ko si Bea sa situation na parang wala na siyang care para sa life niya...

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/Sabrina/

Flashback.

"Bea! Here!" I shouted while waving my right hand and wearing my best smile.

Nakita ko na kasi siya finally, and she's late na kaya ng 15 minutes...

She walked straight to my table, actually our table na nga. So, I just smiled again and stared at her face. But my smile fades immediately as I saw her situation, her eyes were swollen, her hair was messy and her shirt had the evidence of teardrops. What happened to her?

"B-Bea? What happened to you? Did someone hurt you?" I stand and face her, I put my hands on her shoulders for support then I just stared at her eyes again.

Her eyes brought out her hidden tears slowly. And that was the reason why I hugged her immediately, she's really in pain kasi.

"Sab...she's hurting me everyday, and I just wanted to forget her lang naman, but I don't know how?" She whispered between her sobs.

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/Sabrina/

"Please Bea!" I shouted again.

Then I heard that she turned the doorknob, finally. And as it opened...

"Who's...the hell!...are you to...disturb me?!" She shouted, with her wobbly knees. Her eyes were swollen again, and her smell was no difference with those alcohols already...

She was blasted, obviously. And still, she was holding a bottle of beer and I guess she'll not going to stop on drinking until she was dead drunk. And at the same time I saw that her fists have scratches and wounds, evidences of her weakness...

"Bea, are you trying to kill yourself?" I said calmly, then after that, I guided her to sit on her bed, and slowly I tried detach her hand on that bottle. "Akin na to Bea..."

But before I could reach her hand, she pushed me away, and that was the reason why I am here sitting down on the floor. And of course seriously, it was very painful...physically and emotionally...

"Don't...you dare to...touch me again!!!" She said on the top of her voice. She's very mad at me, and maybe alcohol drown her brain already.

"Please Bea, I just wanted to help you..." I said, while setting myself again to face her.

"I don't need...your help! I don't need you!" She's really in pain, she's not with herself right now.

But yes, I'll admit it. I got hurt because of her words... Jho was the only one who can makes her calm right now, because Bea loves her that much...she loves that 'Jho', the reason of all of these pains is Jho, and the only cure was her also ...