My Journal

June 28th

Due to the lack of interesting events in my life this week, I have decided not to type up a 300 word paragraph everyday for no reason in particular.

But I will tell you some important events and then I will rant, and it will be a long and important rant.

Chase and Chris are no longer friends. After a serious discussion where Chris attempted to lie his way out, chase said something along the lines of I don't want to be your friend anymore, and basically they just let it go.

Lynn came to my house today and I had panera bread for the first time. Marie also had many friends over. Super annoying urban white friends, who prided themselves off of their parents money, their looks, and their middle schooler reputations.

So it wasn't exactly ideal that I had my close friend over, Lynn who is my third closest friend, precisely.

We attempted to play the Wii, which Marie and her friend gunner (I'm not changing his name because I want to highlight that this blonde hair, blue eyed average ass boy came into my house with a redneck ass name like "gunner" and disrespected not only my property, but Lynn's as well by throwing her bag around).

Anyway.

She tried her first cosmic brownie and said she liked it. We went upstairs and played battleship in my room. Mostly because time was winding down and there wasn't really anything else to do.

I have a situation of sorts on my hands, though. And this is the opening story to my rant.

Michelle has been ignoring me for the most part. And this all has to do with Instagram, which I want to exaggerate the point that I have not once said anything negative about her on my Instagram captions.

Under a photo, I captioned it with a list of my problems. My problems included the statement, "and Michelle isn't texting me back, I don't know what's up with that,". Harmless, right? If you still think it was too much, it was on my very small account. Only twenty followers.

And you maybe thinking like "hey that doesn't mean you gotta put anyone's business out there, yeah?" I wasn't trying to put anyone's business out there. I was simply trying to catch her attention. She told me after an argument back in April that she was bad at texting people back. I figured if she saw it, perhaps she'd realize that she had forgotten or something.

So after two weeks and a day without talking, she texts me asking why I unfollowed her on Instagram like the night before. I was simply confused, because I had no memory of doing any such thing.

But, the night before I went on an unfollowing spree. I unfollowed nearly 300 people (phan/fan/spam accounts mostly) and she must've accidentally gotten into the mix.

I also realized I had unfollowed Justin, Emily, Lynn, and Hope. All on accident. I apologized and tried to follow her back. I also explained the incident to her, in what seemed like reasonable detail.

Her only response was:

She was of course referring to when I was trying to get her attention. Ok, first of all, someone hook his girl up with urban dictionary. I say it in the text message you're about to see, but indirect means indirectly saying something about someone. Like if I had gone "ugh I hate it when people ignore me". That would've been an indirect, but ok.

I replied this way:

And whoop Dee fucking doo I haven't heard from her since. Yesterday and this morning I tried to text her with no response.

I made a whole six snapchat rant about this; she has no balls. I mean, seriously, all people wanna do is hide behind their fucking screens and when their proven wrong, they have nothing to say so they bail.

I'm not getting fucking ghosted ok? I do not give up easily, especially when it's fucking idiotic.

If I ask her what I did wrong, what is she gonna say?

"You unfollowed me on Instagram, and you said it was an accident and I have no reason not to believe you but you did it so fuck you," like no, seriously?

I wrote her a long letter about how I'd be willing to apologize if she'd do her part and grow up and stop hiding from her problems. I get it, she has a slight issue with confrontation. She had no problem talking to me when she thought she had the upper hand on her side of things.

Once they were all disproved, she immediately gave up and retreated.

Her lack of any type of contact in this scuttle we're having is literally just proving the fact that she can't handle being a grownup and knowing when she's wrong. I'm only willing to apologize for my accidents, but she better be ready to apologize for literally ignoring me over a month and making wild accusations towards me with no proof.

AND if she hates me so much, then why is she still watching me snapchat stories and liking my posts on Instagram? I don't know what her problem is, but she better find out and fix it. Her constant hunger for drama is starting to work my very last nerves.