Unbreakable Intimacy

19. Get Ready

Cataleya P.O.V

Yesterday was the worst day ever, I got no sleep, Nathaniel made me work my butt off, and that dream! I'm going crazy, that's it! Soon I'll be living in the woods, with thousands of cats and talking to them.

"Hunny? Are you okay, I mean are you sure you want to go through this? At least tell me why." My mom asked as she drove. "No, I don't want to talk about it." I replied as I turned my head to the window.

She mumbled something but kept quiet as she drove, I insisted on seeing a therapist, I just need someone to help me get through this and help me understand.

We arrived and walked in together, My parents already made an appointment, but we were early so we waited a while.

"Ms.Rodriguez?" A lady came out and looked around, "That's me" I said as I stood up from the seat, my mom got up to and I glared at her. "Fine, I'll wait here" she said as she sat back down.

I entered the room and saw an middle aged man behind his desk, " Yes Ms.Rodriguez, it's a pleasure to meet you, please take a seat." The middle aged man said as he gestured at the seat infront of him.

"You can call me Cataleya" I said as I shook his hand. "I'm Dr. LeBlanc" He said as he smiled.

"Nice to meet you Dr. LeBlanc."

I told Dr. LeBlanc about everything, the way I feel, the way I don't remember my childhood, the dream, Everything.

He was shocked but shook his head. "Do you have feelings for Mr.Martinez?" He asked me, I couldn't answer that, I definitely didn't know the answer, "I mean I do but I dont."

"Now about your childhood, that's pretty odd, Did you ask your parents about it?"

"I did, but they dodge the questions or they would always find a way for me to forget about the question. My (friend) catherine said she got a note from them saying we were leaving and that me and Nathaniel knew each other, but he says we didn't. It's really frustrating only knowing half of you and the other half is just poof."

" Cataleya, You're going through alot of stress right now, I suggest you get some sleep, I'll have a talk with your mother, because this doesn't add up, and No, you're not losing your mind. " He said and I felt relieved.

"Can you tell me the first thing you actually remember of the age of 13?" He asked, I tried my best trying to remember but nothing poped up.
"I don't remember nothing Dr. LeBlanc." I said as I sighed.

"How about the age of 14? The first thing you remember, I need you to think, get down deep and think, try and remember Cataleya, Try" I closed my eyes as he spoke, trying my best to remember but all I could remember is arriving at our house in Atlanta.

"I can't remember nothing Dr. LeBlanc" I said, my voice broke a little as I fought back the tears, why can't I remember?

"Does your head hurt when you try to think about it?" He asked.

"No it doesn't, I just don't remember, it feels like I was born at the age of 14, not remembering nothing"

"Did your parents ever show you pictures of yourself when you were younger?" He asked and I went in thought for a while.

"I maybe saw one or two." I said as I remembered finding two pictures of myself when I was a baby.