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Zayn pulled away from the hug and showed a weak smile.



"What's wrong?"



"Nothing I just, felt something." Zayn said awkwardly.



"I did too."



"I-I love you." Zayn said in a rushed tone.



"Zayn I-I have to go."



I rushed out of the room and went back to Harry's. I sat on the bed and thought to myself until Harry yanked me from my thoughts.



"Did you see Aly?" Harry asked putting on a plain white t-shirt.



"Yeah, can I ask you something?"



"Fire away." Harry answered smiling.



"What can happen during sex?"



"Well, it depends on how much you care for that person. If I slept with you, you'd probably have some bruises because I care too much about tou. If you slept with me and I couldn't care less about you, you'd probably die." Harry said.



"Good to know." I say shivering at the thought of dying from sex.



"All In All, sex is amazing and shouldn't have to be dangerous." Harry said smiling.



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I was sitting outside with the boys just talking about human life.



The house they kept us in was a huge home in the woods. surrounded by huge trees and a river near by. at night, apparently, it's haunted by all the spirits that died during Native American war. creepy.



"Truth or dare yazzie?" Niall said randomly.



"Dare."



"I dare you to.......go into a closet with Louis for 7 minutes." Niall answered.



"Like 7 minutes in heaven?"



"I didn't know that existed, but yeah." Niall said laughing.



"Let's go Louis." I said standing up.



I dragged Louis to the cramped hall closet and told Niall to set the timer.



It was dark, no lightbulb? thanks boys.
I sighed to myself and settled on one wall as Louis rested up against the other.



"What do you want to do?" Louis said sighing.



"I don't know, how about 20 questions?"



"Ok I'll go first." Louis said.



"What is your favorite color?" Louis asked.



"Blue."



This continued until Louis started to get deeper with the questions. I thought this was 20 questions not 100 Louis.



"Why aren't you complaining that we took you away?" Louis asked. his eyes were glowing in the darkness. the green rim around his blue eyes made him appear angelic.



"Because, my life before was bad enough, even though I had Aly and her family, she couldn't cover up the pain."



"What do you mean?" Louis asked stepping impossibly close.



"Well, my mother abused me to the point to where I wished I was dead. my father wasn't around much to notice anything. I've never been liked by anyone really except Aly. And no matter how much I try, I'll never be anyone different."



"I don't want you to be different, I don't want you to feel this way, you're not hated, you're not dead and I'm glad for that. When we started, you know, watching you, we didn't expect to see all this trouble. All we wanted to see is if you were capable of being turned." Louis said putting his icy hands on my face.



Just then I heard a scream coming from Aly's room.



I stormed out and ran to her room. no one was there yet.



She was crying and screaming into her pillow. the venom must be taking a toll on her.



"She'll be fine." Zayn said calmly.



"I know I-It was j-just instinct." I answered blindly.



"You have good instincts." Zayn said putting his hand on my waist.



Instincts always take over when I feel that someone is in danger. I was like a mother at heart.



"Thanks."


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It was getting late and I was getting tired, so I asked Harry if I could sleep in his room because I hated being alone.



I took a quick shower and changed into one of Harry's t-shirts. I was a bit long so it fit like a dress. pants didn't matter.



I jumped in bed and got cozy. Harry wrapped his hands around my waist and entwined or legs. my back laid agains his chest. I heard small snores before drifting off slowly.



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