I bolted back to the safe house and cried until I couldn't anymore.
I laid down on the blanket and stared blankly at the ceiling and just listened to the sound of birds flying by.
I started thinking about where they could be.
Maybe they're with Dominic at their clan's house. God I don't know anything anymore.
My throat started burning and it got dry.
"Dammit, I need blood."
I groaned and sat up.
"I have to do this at some time."
I opened the door and climbed outside. I stretched and began looking for food.
I took a deep breath and my eyes flashed red and my fangs began slipping out of my mouth.
It was a buck walking stiffly along the trees.
I crouched down and remained as silent as I could.
I pounced on the buck and it fell to the ground.
I sunk my fangs into its neck and it stopped struggling after a while.
This felt wrong but I know I needed to get something into my system. this was the only thing I craved.
I slowly stood up and wiped my mouth with my shirt and bolted back to the safe house. it was early in the morning and I haven't seen Harry for around 13 hours.
I laid back down on the blanket and slowly drifted off to sleep.
.........
"No! No Please!"
I screamed as loud as I could.
But he wouldn't let go of me.
"You're mine." he said harshly.
"Please! Someone Help!"
I screamed again.
"Go ahead, scream, no one can hear you plead for your life." he whispered.
"Please! Don't do this!"
I screamed as loud as I could.
Why did I have to leave the comfort of my home?
Why didn't I pay attention to my surroundings?
Why did he do what he did to me?
.....
I snapped out of my sleep sweating and breathing heavily.
Harry was sitting at the edge of the blanket, just below my feet, staring at me worriedly.
His hair was a mess, he had bags under his eyes, his eyes were red from crying.
He's broken.
I stayed silent as he shuffled next to me and laid down.
He was so quiet.
He put his hand on my chest and gently pushed me down so I was lying down again.
We both stared blankly at the ceiling until Harry broke the silence.
"What did he do to you?" Harry said quietly.
"I can't tell you."
"Yes you can. I know you don't want to talk to me about everything I did, but please, I love you with everything I have." Harry pleaded.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.
"About a year ago, I went to the library to pick up a book for Aly."
I took another breath.
"On my way back h-home, I was walking and I was grabbed and pulled into, what I thought was, a closed store."
A tear fell from my face and I held my eyes closed.
"A man told me that if I screamed no one could hear me, I kicked, I scratched, I pleaded for my life. He didn't stop."
I whimpered.
"H-he raped me and I couldn't do anything about it Harry I was so scared."
I sobbed and opened my eyes to see Harry with a drenched face.
"Baby." Harry took a deep breath and looked into my eyes.
"I'm so sorry." he apoligized.
"For what?"
"We were watching you for 2 years before we took you. we saw you go into that store and we just sat there because we didn't know what was going on, w-we thought you just saw something you liked."
Harry began sobbing.
"It's not your fault Harry, if anything it's mine because I wasn't safe enough."
"I'm so sorry baby." Harry whimpered.
"I am to."
Harry laid his head back down and closed his eyes. I wiped away his tears and kissed him softly.
"I love you." he mumbled.
"I love you to."
I was about to get up when Harry grabbed my arm.
"Fine I'll stay." I smiled and laid down next to him.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and placed his head on top of mine and started singing in my ear.
Forever and always
I will love you
No matter what you do
Or what you say
I will always be here to stay
"You're a good singer."
"Thanks." Harry chuckled.
We both fell asleep wrapped in each others blankets of love.
I'm suppose to be furious at him, but after this, how can I?
