Harry and I finally made it to the meeting place. Harry told me to stay quiet while he searched for Blake. I climbed into a tree and sat there while I watched Harry wonder around for the man that caused me so much pain.
It was pitch black and freezing. complaining was the least of my worries.
I hated this. I hated making Harry angry about anything. I hated my stupid decisions. why do I make shitty decisions?
I sighed loudly as I laid down on the huge branch holding me up. I started at the moon and all the stars that twinkled with wonder. why are the stars so bright? My old history teacher use to tell me that the stats were a way of finding safety. the northern star guided travelers out of certain death and onto life's roller coaster. if any of that made sense, congrats, you understand better than I do.
I was taken from my thoughts by Harry climbing up the tree.
"What are you doing?" he asked me.
"Thinking."
He finally made it up and sat across from me. I sat up and mentioned for him to come closer.
Our faces were at least two feet apart. being this close to someone no longer weirded me out, considering I'm one of the weirdos now.
"What goes on inside of that mind of yours?" Harry asked wrapping his arms around my waist.
"A bunch of things you would never think."
He smiled and kissed my cheek.
We both heard a 'snap' coming from the ground.
Harry let go of my waist and held his finger over his mouth, signaling me to shut up.
I looked down to see Blake coming down the entrance path. he stopped suddenly and looked around.
"Anyone here?" Blake shouted some-what loudly.
When no one responded, Blake shrugged his shoulders and quietly sat at his usual spot whenever they held meetings. he rested his forearms on his thighs and let his head hang comfortably. I took this time to read his thoughts. Harry knew what I was doing, so he kept to himself.
How could Heath do this? he's the one who told me to do this. He betrayed me. He betrayed all of us.
My eyes went wide when I realized what really happened.
Heath told Blake to torture me. calling them 'tests'. when Blake got ahead of himself, he called Heath. Heath told Blake not to worry. Blake listened and continued the torture. When Heath figured I was weak enough to believe anyone, he played hero.
And I fell for it.
Dammit.
The anger was boiling up inside me and I couldn't do anything to stop it. I looked over at Harry with glowing red eyes and he immediately slid away from me. I knew I scared him at times, but I couldn't help it.
"Yasmaine-" Harry whispered.
I turned my attention back towards Blake sitting alone.
"I don't know what you're thinking about, but I know Heath has something to do with it. Go." Harry whispered.
I looked at him confused. he wanted me to get what I wanted. revenge. I know revenge was his idea, but I never thought that I would be the one getting the revenge. but I loved it.
I gave him one last glance and he nodded and puckered his lips. I gave him a light kiss and jumped from the tree.
I landed on both feet with one hand on the ground like a total badass.
Blake snapped his head up in my direction. I completely snapped. I definitely wasn't myself because I didn't trip over anything.
"You listened to him. You did this to me. you made me like this. it wasn't Heath, or Harry, or myself. it was you."
I began limping towards him. Liam couldn't fix my leg, so technically this is how I am going to be for the rest of my immortal life.
"Please-" Blake pleaded.
"No. you listen to me! This was all your doing. Only because you are too stupid to think for yourself. you let the others make the decisions for you, all you do is finalize them. You don't deserve to lead others when you are just the follower."
Blake stood up. I walked closer to him and I could feel the anger float from him.
"How dare you. I am a leader don't you see? I make the decisions, I allow things to happen, I know how to think." Blake spat.
"The why did you let Heath get a hold of your mind. He tricked you. Anything he told you that you were going to accomplish was a lie."
"No-" Blake started.
"Yes! you took his orders. You did what he told you. a follower made a leader his bitch."
"Shut up!" Blake shouted.
Harry stayed silent as he watched this entire thing happen. I'm glad he stayed behind because I honestly don't know what I would've done if he interfered.
"Make me."
Blake charged towards me. I stood tall in front of him and waited for him to crash into me. He went full force and pounded his body against mine. I held his arms back as his chest pushed against my body. My feet dug into the dirt as Blake pushed me harder. I groaned and huffed. Blake was strong, but not that strong.
With a flick of the wrist, I moved to the side. when Blake lost his balance and fell on his face, I held his arms behind his back and held my knee on his lower back. he struggled and thrashed, but I never lost grip of him.
I reached in my pocket and grabbed a sedative I stole from Liam and dug it into his neck. he screamed in pain, within seconds, the movement stopped and Blake was knocked out.
I got up and turned him around so he was on his back.
I called for Harry to come down. when he did, he had a huge smile on his face.
"My little badass." Harry laughed.
"Shut up and help me."
"With what?" Harry asked in utter surprise. he thought this was my revenge. oh no baby I'm just getting started.
"Pick him up. I need to take him somewhere."
"Where?" Harry was really pushing my buttons.
"Somewhere! just grab him dammit."
Harry jumped a bit and quickly picked up Blake.
He walked behind me and we finally made it to where I wanted Blake to be.
My torture place.
