shawn mendes imagines {under editing}

he's crazy about you

shawn mendes imagines
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amanda's pov

as i stared down at the sleeping boy in my arms, i couldn't help but smile. his chest was on top of mine, his arms wrapped tightly around my waist. with his head in the crook of my neck, every exhale sent a shiver through me.

he went to the studio super early, saying he had inspiration for a song. i was half asleep when he left at half seven, only remembering him cover my body with the blankets and kiss my temple before he left.

it was near three when he arrived home, and he was absolutely wrecked. he insisted we spend the day in, order italian take out, and watch harry potter. we got forty minutes into the first movie when he fell asleep, and i haven't had the heart to wake him.

i tangled my fingers in his hair, watching as his eyelashes fluttered in his sleep. i couldn't help but smile again, a soft laugh slipping past my lips.

i tried to shift under his hold and grab the remote, but it was next to impossible with the way he was holding me.

even while sleeping, he was protecting me.

i continued to watch the movie and gently play with his hair, a pure feeling of content washing over me.

with shawn, i didn't have to be doing anything fancy to enjoy our time together. i cherished simple times like this for many reasons. firstly, with tour, studio time, interviews, and photoshoots, shawn was often up early and tired. so whenever he was resting, i was happy. secondly, i knew he enjoyed it just as much as me.

at the beginning of our relationship, shawn was hesitant. with his last girlfriend, maria, things didn't go well. she was always yelling at him, going to him only when she wanted something, and even going to the extent of cheating on him.

he would grab my hand, and apologize; thinking i'd get mad. if we were laying together, he would keep distance until he know i wanted to be with him.

he was so hurt after she broke up with him, and he wasn't willing to open up to me for the first few months.

"want to know something?" i heard him whisper, which startled me considering i thought he was sleeping.

i giggled softly, "what?"

"i have been awake for a while now, but whatever you are doing to my hair feels really nice," he said, his body still laying limp on mine. i smiled when his arms tightened around me.

"go back to sleep," i said, "you're tired."

"mhm," he nodded, "want to know something else?"

"of course," i looked down his his face, seeing his eyes remaining closed.

"that song inspiration i got? it was about you. i never really realized until i wrote it, but it's all about you," he mumbled, "i wanted to write how i felt before i forgot, because in the time i was there, i made a song."

"my love," i cooed, my heart swelling at his words, "you wrote a song about me?"

"it's perfect," shawn said, "my favourite one yet."

"i love you," i whispered, kissing the top of his head.

he smiled, "i love you more."

i continued to gently massage his scalp until he fell asleep again.

despite hearing his words minutes ago, it still made me happy. i couldn't wipe the smile off of my face, hearing that he wrote a song about me being truly heartwarming.

after continuing to watch the beginning of the second movie, there was knock on the door. it opened shortly after, and i looked out towards the entryway as much as shawn would let me.

geoff appeared in the entryway, waving, "hey."

"hey geoff," i said as he entered the living room, holding shawn's song book in his hand.

"he forgot his book when he left," he placed it on the coffee table, "when he called me so early this morning i thought someone was hurt. i guess the early go has him tired."

"he just fell back to sleep," i nodded, "he claimed he wanted to watch harry potter but harry potter has been watching him."

geoff laughed, sitting down on a sofa chair across the room. he looked at him quickly before back at me, "i have never seen him so passionate in the studio before. he's crazy about you in the most insane way. after maria, i never thought he would get close with someone again."

"he deserved better than her," i said quietly, "she really hurt him. sometimes he thinks i'll go and do what she did. it's so upsetting to see him worked up over something that isn't going to happen."

"i think everyone would agree there," geoff said, "sometimes he talks to us, about how he felt. he says how you make him feel the way he used to before maria."

"i never want him to feel that low about himself ever again," i said.

"he knows that," he nodded, smiling quickly, "he lucked out, big time."

"that's sweet," i grinned.

geoff nodded, "i have to run to the shops for mom, but i knew he would panic if he thought he lost it. tell him i stopped by when he wakes up."

"for sure," i smiled, "thanks geoff." with a final goodbye and a wave just before he stepped outside, he was gone.

i sighed softly, kissing shawn's head once more before letting my eyes fall closed. i fell asleep, feeling nothing but love for the boy that lay sleeping on me.

wc: 982

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a/n: i feel as though i write too many sad/greys anatomy inspired imagines so to switch it up, i made a cute one.
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