Fifty Shades Freed

9

"My sperm's okay!"

Niall came into Harry's office with a letter from the hospital. He was happy, but thoughtful about what Harry would say. Harry chose to smile and he looked up from the papers.

"So you're okay?"

Niall nodded and he smiled a little bit.

"We've got a time to get there and talk about what's going to happen now."

Harry nodded tired. He leaned back in the chair and he watched Niall carefully. That as would happen was that an egg would be fertilized, a girl would take care of the baby for nine months and then... Harry gulped.

"Okay!"

Niall slipped up to the desk and he cocked his head slightly askew.

"You don't look happy?"

Harry cleared his throat a little

"Well, I'm happy for you."

Niall frowned.

"Harry, this is for our sake." he whispered quickly. "It is your and my future, not only my future."

Harry nodded.

"I know!" He took Nialls hand and pulled him down into his lap. He tried to smile. "I'm happy and I didn't expected any other answer from them."

Niall smiled and he took his arms around Harry's neck. He looked into the green eyes.

"So you will be with me on this?"

Harry nodded and this time he smiled honestly toward Niall.

"Yes I promise!" he whispered, and he gave him a kiss on the cheek. "But I have lots of work to do now."

Niall nodded. He slipped away from his lap and stood up.

"Okay, so we'll talk about it later?"

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As soon as Niall had left the room, Harry got back that cold feeling. He opened the laptop and he hesitated, but this time he was in need to escape reality. He sought out a new video, on a porn page, and he undid his pants. He felt his whole body wanted this, most preferably he had wanted to take with Niall to the playroom, but Harry was also aware that Niall wasn't ready.

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Niall stood outside the door. He knew what Harry did, and he knew why. He leaned against the wall and he heard Harry moaned quietly. Yes, Niall wasn't stupid. Harry needed more than Niall needed and he did really need it often. Niall closed his eyes. He knew he should go away, but he wanted to somehow be involved. He wanted to be on the same level as Harry, but it would mean that he took several steps back and Niall wanted forward.

Finally Niall chose to leave the door. He went up the stairs and straight into the playroom. They had just cleaned up the dust and all that as needed to be clean. He saw no toys, because Harry seemed to wait with that part. Niall walked over to the bed and he took a deep breath. Yes, the memories started to become hazy. It was as if he didn't remember everything that had happened, but his body still felt the pain. He sat down and he looked around the room. Perhaps Niall should plan a surprise for Harry? Maybe that Niall would be able to just once be exposed to the things as Harry loved to do? Yet he was afraid. Niall knew he wasn't ready... Niall also realized that Harry's games meant so many things, even his own enjoyment. Since Niall had realized that he loved to be stretch out in the hole, he was also forced to do pelvic floor exercises. He had read online that it wasn't exactly good to stretch out. Niall had even tried to read out the information about everything as they did. There was nothing that could take away the fear, as Niall felt, and everyone wrote that you wouldn't do it if you didn't want to do it.

Niall went back into the bedroom and he did look up that suitcase, the one they had all the toys in. He took it into the playroom, and he laid it on the bed. He opened the bag and slowly he began to drain the contents from it. Yes, Niall was aware that he took a step closer to what he hated, but at the same time he had promised Harry. It was as if Niall wanted to be a father, Harry didn't want to be a father. Niall didn't want to go on as before, but Harry did everything to have the room and the games.

The last thing Niall took from the bag was a big dildo. It was that large that it could scare anyone, but Niall felt butterflies in his stomach. He knew that he would just enjoy it, if he used it. He laid it on the bed and then he took out the bag. When he came back into the room, it was only the dildo which he saw. He wondered if there was any possibility to remove the dominant side and just spend hours at pleasure, as both wanted?

Niall took the dildo on the bed. Yes, it had a suction cup under it and immediately Niall put it straight up. Niall groaned. He swallowed and he blushed. Yes, he wanted to be filled. Slowly he buttoned up his trousers, he brought lube to the bed and he made so the big dildo was wet. Then he took off his pants completely and then his boxers. Niall knew he was doing something wrong, but he was so hungry for it. He took down the dildo to the floor and he felt that the need came to life. He became horny, yes, he become hard to just stare at it.

Niall slipped down on the floor and over the dildo. He grabbed the edge of the bed with both hands and he slowly lowered the body down. He closed his eyes, and he felt the dildo slid in. He bit his lip and he felt the tingle vanished and was replaced by a need. Slowly he sat down until the dildo filled him. He groaned. Oh, it felt so good, so perfect, so... He began to bring the body up and down and it took him only seconds to forget everything else. Faster, harder. He was shaking all over, and he felt how everything came into use.

Niall felt his own hardness bounced back and forth. He turned his face toward the ceiling and he sat down totally over it. He came, without having to touch himself. He felt his whole body shook and he felt the whole he underwent a change from nervous to total calm.

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I'm sorry my imagination, but I thought that Niall can do what he wants, when Harry is now doing what he wants? Niall doesn't have to be that nice guy all the time, bu he can have a page that may be darker, but he does not know about?

//Nelly