Forever <R5/Lynch fan fic>

Chapter 14

{RIKER P.O.V}

Rocky, Ryland and I just walked in on Ross about to kiss Katie. I couldn't tell if Katie wanted it to happen, she was smiling and looked stunned. I know I can't blame Katie for it, she doesn't know that we like her. Even if Ross told her about his feelings, she wouldn't know how the rest of us felt. We talked to Ellington about it before Katie came over so he knows. I look at him, and he is rocking on his heels but soon the silence just makes him leave. Katie and Ross are just looking around the room trying to avoid eye contact with us. I suppose we kind of made this really awkward. No one says anything, and a million things are going through my head. I debate whether or not I should tell her my feelings. I know that if I even want a chance with her then I need to tell her but if she already likes Ross I don't want to be rejected. I also don't want her to be confused or get angry for some reason about me telling her.

I decide to go for it because if I don't take a chance then she will never know. "Katie, can I talk to you?" I say, but so does Rocky and Ryland.

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{ROCKY P.O.V}

I stand there, proabably more shocked then Katie and Ross. I ask myself, how could he do this? I'm so confused and I'm starting to get angry. Ross knows how we feel about Katie, and it bothers me that all he cares about is his own feelings. Ever since we all confessed our feelings for Katie, Ross has been smiling more and she is all he talks about. He only talks to Rydel about it because we find it awkward talking about our feelings toward the same girl. We all agreed to let Katie decide who she wanted to be with. Now, I really hope she doesn't have feelings for Ross. I admit, that's bad to say but I really like her and I don't want her to be taken away from me before I even got a chance. "Katie, can I talk to you?" The words rush out of my mouth before I can stop them, and they rush out of Riker and Ryland's too.  

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{RYLAND P.O.V} 

I know I should feel upset, and I do, but I especially feel anger. Katie is incredible and I've dreamed about being with a girl like her. Any one of us would be lucky to have her. I don't think I would be able to handle it if we actually walked in on them kissing. Riker and Rocky probably feel the same. I'm just going to have to tell Katie how I feel because if I don't then she will never know about my feelings and she will most likely choose someone else. If she knows about Ross having feelings for her then she could spend more time with him instead of me. "Katie, can I talk to you?" Rocky and Riker said it at the same time as me and that's when I realized that I don't just have to worry about Ross.

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{ROSS P.O.V}

My brother's are really mad, and maybe even upset. I can tell. I know that we agreed to not tell Katie but I just couldn't resist. I need to tell her my feelings and find out if she feels the same. I love spending time with her, and I want to get to know her more and on a deeper level. We have a connection, I can feel it and I really hope she feels it too. My brother's don't know how much I truly like her. I can't even explain the feelings I get when I'm near her. She isn't just a game or a week relationship for me like the most likely think. I want her, not for a day, not for a week, not for a week, not even for a year. I can see me with her for a long time.

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{KATIE P.O.V}

I'm just awkwardly looking around the room avoiding eye contact with Riker, Ryland and Rocky. Ellington left the room after a few minutes of this silence, and I don't really blame him. It's very awkward right now.

"Katie, can I talk to you?" The 3 boys say in unison.

"Who's first?" I try to lighten the mood. Riker raises his hand and leds me outside. I'm worried about what they want to talk to me about because I never meant to hurt any of their feelings.

"Katie, I'm almost postitive that Ross just told you that he liked you and about the real reason behind fan week." I nod and he continues "but I like you too. I really like you and I want a chance as well to get to know you and be with you. I know this isn't a situation any of us want to be in but just consider it." He excuses himself. I sat there shocked because I dont want to hurt him or anyone else. Rocky soon comes out of the house and he basically said the same thing, along with Ryland. After they all talked to me, I saw all of the boys including Ratliff talking, and Ross was talking with his hands. I can't tell the emotion behind any of them.  I dont know what I'm gonna do or who I'm gonna choose, or even if I should choose at all. I don't like hurting people and I don't want to put them against each other and make them mad at each other but I can't stop these feelings I am having.