Forever <R5/Lynch fan fic>

Chapter 90 : Feelings On Katie

[Authors Note ]

This chapter will be Ross's feelings on Katie . & have y'all hear 'Crazy, Stupid, Love' yet ! It's amazing . They rock it <3

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\ROSS P.O.V MIND/

My love for Katie Diana Dorsey may be unclear . Let's start from the beginning. I was just a guy who was famous . Who had a successful family band . With fans all around the world . But yet, there was something missing, someone was missing . I thought a few times I was just homesick of Colorado or of a girl at a concert but nothing ever stuck .

Then came the day of the concert, where I met Katie . He whole day I was feeling a little funny, and I knew something amazing was gonna happen. We did soundcheck and all of the sorts, then went to dress . We were all ecstatic about the sold out show and we were just talking about random stuff hanks to Ratliff . We heard a beautiful voice . Rydel led the way to the sound and music . When we found the source, we found a girl . Believe me when I say something clicked . I was drawn to this girl, who I didn't even know .

Katie told me that she knew she absolutely wanted to be with me on our first date . That something clicked . Well I knew on the stage . I knew I wanted that girl . In a lit second my life went from missing something to wanting everything . I'm not one to believe in love at first sight, but I sure believed then .

I was so lucky when her and Rydel became friends . I loved hanging out with her .

Jealous stuck over me when I found out my brothers liked her as well . When we agreed to have 'Fan Week', I knew my day had to be special if I wanted here to chose me. I planned that whole week . Since Rydel was helping her, I told her that I wanted us to match . I gave Delly the color scheme and date plans . I hired a plane writer, got money to pay from everything . When I saw her that night I knew I had to make this girl mine . The date went as planned . I fought back the urge to kiss her at the top of the Ferris Wheel but I couldn't use her like that . I had to make it official first .

After that date, I smiled bigger then ever, laughed louder then ever, and loved more then possible . My heart craved the attention of Katie . It was a drug every time I saw her .

Then came the night, where we almost kissed . I wanted it to be special, yeah, but I needed this kiss . I needed to know she felt the same way . I fought the urge to kiss her for so long and my body took over . No we didn't kiss that night . Luckily, Rocky, Riker, and Ryland walked in before I could regret not making this special .

The moment I lost her for the first time . I lost myself again . I left to go back to L.A and she stayed in Georgia . My heart wanted so bad to go back to her . Nothing would helped me . Not music, or my family, or my fans . I just needed her .

Andre, my manger organized us to meet with two new internet sensations . I didn't pay much attention to it. I kept my head down while walking in the diner, and my siblings were busy checking Twitter . When I heard their manager, Ally, say the name Katie my heart sore . I was the first to speak. But I didn't get much out once I realized the Katie she was talking about . My Katie . The one I longed to be with. She was here . I worried though . What if she forgot me ? Or didn't feel the same anymore ? I shook it off though . She was in my arms again .

That day on May 04, I became whole again . Completely and fully . That day I made Katie mine . And K was hers . That day we didn't care about the last 3 months . All that mattered was that we were together then . I didn't wait, and quite frankly I didn't want too. I wanted her . Needed her .

Day after day, week after week, and month after month nothing changed . No feelings changed . I was still love with Katie . She was and still is my one and only .

Our first kiss was magical . The thought of the picnic and personal concert brings a smile to my face . The best part was the feeling I got when our lips touched . I craved that kiss for so long, and it was finally here . I planed it for weeks . The kiss was never forced, it was natural . It was those kisses all love stories talk about . How your stomach feels like it's doing a million front flips, that you feel fireworks and your body lights up with electricity . That moment I didn't want that meaningful kiss to end . Every moment she kisses me or I kiss her it feels like the first. It feels like I'm that guy singing to his girlfriend . When Katie and I kiss it's like we're the only people in the world . Like we are the only ones that mattered . Like Katie and I are trapped in our own world and we can't and don't want to escape it .

Yes, Katie and I have had our problems . The whole Lena, Makayla, Riker, hugging, Caleb, and Victoria fights . I've messed up more, then I would like to but they mean nothing to me and Katie anymore . Every couple has their problems . The thing is unlike girls and guys who don't fight for what they love, they just end it, Katie and I do . We fight . We want our relationship to work . Those stupid fights and the pointless arguments make us stronger, we learn from our mistakes . And we don't let the other one down . When you want something so badly in your life, you always fight . Whether it's to get them or keep them . A you fight and it's not always a bad thing . I would never let Katie walk out of my life without fighting for her with every ounce of my power .

I will soon replace that promise ring with a real ring . Then she'll be mine forever . I remember what I wrote to her that day, and the promise she made me . But nothing will ever beat her promise . Or when she confessed everything to me in that park one day before out one year . The day of our 9 months .

' Ross. I know I don't say it a lot but I love you so much . Everything about you, I love . I love your voice, your eyes, hair , smile . I love the way you are with your family . I love your emotions and how you close you eyes when you sing , I love everything about you . Even your flaws I love . I love how you make me feel just a little less . I love the way our hands fit so perfectly together . I love the way the fireworks explode when we kiss . I love our pointless conversations and how you can always make me smile . I love when you call me baby girl or yours . I love you and only you ! Don't ever think I don't love you with all my heart .'

Most people think I'm just some famous boy who will break her heart . And that I really don't love her . But I love that girl way more then you know .

I love her blue eyes, bright smile, long brown hair . I love her laugh . When she giggles . I love how she's so independent, and strong . How she's not scared to fight for what she loves . Or for what is hers . I love her family, how close she is with mine, and how here love me . I love her voice and how she looks like an angel when she sleeps . I love how she's understanding, caring, and how she listens . I love her craziness and her inner youth . I love her style, attitude . I love how she closes her eyes when she sings a part of a song that means something to her . I love her name . When she calls me by 'Shor' . I love her innocence . And purity . I love how she makes me feel . And how our lips and hands become one . I love when I hold her . The smell of her hair . I love how much I love her. I love everything .

Before I met Katie, I was lost . But she found me . I found myself when I met the beautiful girl I am so lucky to call mine . I found the other piece of my heart that I will hold until I die and beyond then .

I'd give anything and everything to be with Katie forever . No one and nothing can take me away from her .. She is my ..

Forever