Forever <R5/Lynch fan fic>

Chapter 71: Say You'll Stay

\ROSS P.O.V/

"I'm going on tour ." Katie sighs .

I stand there shocked . My girlfriend is leaving . To go on tour . Don't misunderstand, I'm happy do her . Her first head lining tour . I remember my first one , but I don't want her to leave . To leave me . I can't live without her . I know that's selfish but if it's selfish wanting her to still be with me, call me selfish .

"Ross, did you hear me ?" Katie asks snapping me out of my thoughts .

"Ugh , yeah . I heard you ." I shake my head .

"Can you say something ?"

"I .. I don't know what to say ." I choke out .

"Ross ... " Katie walks over and wraps her arms around me .

I feel tears coming but I can't let them show. I have to be strong for her . I have to be happy that she's going on tour, it's for her career . She'd be happy if it was me for the first time .

"I'm happy for you ... I'm just gonna miss you ." I mumble in her ear .

"I'm gonna miss you too Shor . "

"I don't want you to go ." There goes the selfishness .

"I don't want to either but this is my career ."

"So your career is more important than me ?" Holy crap what am I saying .

"Ross your the most important thing in my life, you know that . I love you with all my heart . Bu this is my career . Without this we'd never of been together . I can't let m fans down, I especially can't let Se down . I have to go ." She pulls away .

"I know , I'm sorry I'm being so selfish ." I pout .

"It's okay . " She shrugs .

"So how long are you gonna be gone ." I ask .

"About .. 5 months ." She mumbles .

"5 MONTHS !" I shout.

"The tour went international, Ross ."

"I can't be without you for that long ." I squeak .

"Me either ." She pouts .

"Say you'll stay ." I plead .

"I can't . " A tear rolls down her face .

"Please , stay ."

"I can't , Ross . It's not that easy ."

"You can't leave ." I protest .

"Then come with me !" She recommends .

I rush inside .

"Ross, I'm so sorry ." Everyone apologizes .

I ignore them, well except from my mom . "Mom please let me go on tour with Katie, please !!!"

"You don't think I'm not gonna miss Sierra, Ross ?" Rocky chimes in.

"It's different . You and Sierra don't have the absolute special bond like me and Katie ." Rocky stays quiet . He knows that's the truth .

"Mom, just please let me go on tour with Katie !"

"Oh, your going on tour . Just not with Katie ." My dad walks I to the room . Did he just get here ? I think so .

"What are you talking about ?" I ask to my parents .

"Honey, you will be going on back to back tours . A 3 months tour with R5, then you have to get back in the bus for the first ever Austin & Ally tour for another 4. " Mom explains .