Forever <R5/Lynch fan fic>

Chapter 95: Joeldan

\JORDAN P.O.V/

Words can not explain how much I miss Joel . He moved exactly 2 months ago to Ohio. We've remained close . Nothing has really changed except our talking schedule . And I haven't seen him since he left . We've beaten the amount of time we dated the first time, like we promised each other . Last time we dated for almost 4 months . Now, we've been together almost 7. And it's been really great !

The day he left I didn't sob . But I had silent tears as he left for the airport . My mom allowed me to get out of school early to say good bye to Joel. His flight left at 1:00 that day so I would've been counted present .

*Flash Back *

The whole day I was anxious . My boyfriend d was about to leave . Joel was gonna pick me up at 12:15 and it's not 12:10 . 5 minutes went by and my name was called for early dismissal. Joel picked me up, already packed and we left for the airport . His family drove in a different car so we can have privacy .

To soon, we arrived at the airport and he had to board his plane .

"I don't wanna go ." He say cupping my cheek .

"I don't want you to go either ." I silent tear falls on my cheek .

"Don't cry, please ."

"Easier said then done ." I chuckle and he joins in .

"I love you . You know that right ?"

I nod . "I love you ." I assure .

"Don't go finding another boy to replace me ." He orders .

"Pshh. Take your own advice ." I say a little rude .

"No ones gonna replace you . I want this . I want all of this . The fights, the bickering, the long how we feel texts after we make up. The 'I'm sorry's' . To call you baby, to be with you forever . I want to be on of those best friend couples, and ten years from now, I want people to be like 'Damg, they're still together?' . I wasn't all of this . With you ."

"You know I wrote that in my agenda in like the 7th grade ." I remark .

He chuckles . "Doesn't matter , it's true ."

"We have to go ." Steven, his brother, pulls him away .

Joel kisses me on my lips . This will be the last kiss I will receive from my boyfriend in awhile . He pulls away an boards the plane . That's the last time I held him in person .

*END of flash back *

The memory makes me smile yet sad . My boyfriend left that day but I knew he'd always be with me at heart . I wish he was here right now . Don't get me wrong I'm happy for Katie and Ross but it's like something's missing . Ross said I could invite him down as long as he got here in time . I called him when I found out he could come but unfortunately he couldn't get off work . Joel said he'd call me when he gets off work which is in 10 minutes .

It's 8:20 and Joel gets of at 8:30 sharp, Katie and Ross will be hear at 9.

My phone starts vibrating and playing 'I Want Crazy' by Hunter Hayes . 'I Want Crazy' is Joel and I song . It was our song for the first time we dated but it fits us so perfectly we kept it . I snap at of my thoughts and answer Joel's phone call .

*Phone Conversation *

Joel : Hey baby .

Jordan : Hey !

Joel : What you doing ?

Jordan : Just finished setting everything up for Ross .

Joel : Yeah, I'm sorry I can't be there .

Jordan : I want you here .

Joel : I know, Jord .

Jordan : When can we see each other again ?

I know that sounds a little desperate but I miss him more then anything .

Joel : Soon . Hopefully .. I have work a lot .

Jordan : I know, I get it . Your jobs more important .

Joel : Jordan, I never said that .

I can't tell he is getting aggravated .

Jordan : Just forget it . Sorry I even said anything .

Joel : Whatever . We'll talk about this later . I gotta go and I'm sure you have to as well .

Jordan : Stop being such a jerk and fine !

*End of phone conversation *

He hung up . With no bye or I love you . Joel and I fight a lot ! Sometimes it's so bad that we are on the verge of breaking up . We always work through it though , is it bad if I'm used to this ? He is totally bipolar sometimes but that's just one reason I love him as much as I do .

"Guys Ross and Katie will be here in 30 minutes !"