Smoke and Fire • Lucaya

Chapter 37 : It's the end of us

Lucas's pov:

It was the next day. I still couldn't accept the fact that Sabrina is Maya. I switched on the TV to distract my mind, but instead it got worse. Out popped Maya's interview about her new single 'Smoke and Fire'

"So let's talk about your newest single 'Smoke and Fire" 

"Uhh... Yeah, it comes from a personal experience. It's really different from 'Eyes wide open', 'We'll be the stars', and my other songs, because I never actually experience a break up before, but now I have some stories to tell, so I'm telling my story through this song"

I switched off the TV and went to my room. I plopped down on the bed and raised my hands above my head. After some thought, I logged onto my laptop and went to YouTube to listen to 'Smoke and Fire'

The lyrics really hurt me. Because somehow, it make me feel like I'm the bad guy. I was so mad and hurt at the same time. It hurts to know that she really thinks that it's over between us.

Then I decided to watch some of Maya's interviews about 'Smoke and Fire'.

"So your new single 'Smoke and Fire', it's really really great, I'm so in love with it!"

"Thank you, I'm so glad you loved it"

"Oh I'm totally in love with it. So that song is obviously a break up song, right?"

"Yes it is"

"So is it about someone special?"

"Ummm... Yeah, it's about my ex boyfriend"

"Ooohhh...... Tell me about him"

"Well, we broke up a few months ago and yeahh..."

"Oh c'mon, you gotta give us more details, like is there hope for you guys to get back together?"

"I guess so, I don't know. Honestly, I just want him to be happy"

Happy? She want me to be happy? She's making fun of me, she's laughing at me, she's been lying to me this whole time. I was honest with her, I told her how I felt. You know what? Maya, Sabrina, or whoever she is, I'm done.