Chapter Ëighteen

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Tyler>>

"S-Sorry, man." I looked at my shoes.
Ryan smiled. "It's okay, dude. I'm sorry for being a little bitch to you because I was so protective of Brendon."

you're not sorry

"It's a-alright. Where are Y-you going?" I asked.
"Patrick cheated on us." Josh said.
"What? Both of you? He seemed so nice."
"Yeah. That's what I thought." Josh sighed.
"Okay, see ya, Tyler."
"Bye."
•••

I picked up my blade. It was so shiny and clean. Brand new. I spent a few minutes admiring it before realising what I'd locked myself in the bathroom to do.
My arm was covered in scars.
There was one place left, though.

I rested in on my wrist for a second before pushing it down and dragging it back and forth. The sight of oozing blood had calmed me from my anxiety filled state, so I repeated the process a few times.
Then I saw a small tear of paper on the floor.
I washed the blade off and placed it at the very back of the bottom drawer.
'Our kik names:
Mel: crybabymel
Ash: iamashley '
I smiled as I remembered the two girls, my maybe friends.
I started a group chat with us three.
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(This is in kik, and I'm aware that this isn't exactly how kik works okay)
(Also the texts will be in bold. Continue)
Tylerrjoseph: hallo
Melanie texted back almost instantly.
Crybabymel: hey
Crybabymel: wyd
Tylerrjoseph: nothin I'm bored
Crybabymel: same
Crybabymel: I heard Josh and Patrick broke up today ;)
Tylerrjoseph: no no no
Tylerrjoseph: apparently Patrick was going between Ryan Ross and Josh :/
Crybabymel: what an asshole he looked so nice
Tylerrjoseph: that's what I said
Iamashley: hey guys
Tylerrjoseph: hi Ashley
Crybabymel: hi bitch
Iamashley: naughty mel, no swearing :)))
Iamashley: you guys wanna come down to the ice cream shop near the playground
Crybabymel: yeah ok I'm omw bitch
Iamashley: tut tut
Iamashley: what about you Tyler do you wanna come
I wanted to, but I was really fat. I could lose some weight instead of eating pure diabetes.
Tylerrjoseph: ok whatever but I don't really want any ice cream
Iamashley: that's ok come now child
Tylerrjoseph; shhh
I turned off my phone and smiled.
They really did like me.

A/N: for anyone who doesn't know, Ashley is Halseys real name so Ashley is Halsey. And Melanie is of course, Melanie Martinez. Ok goodnight I love y'all ♥️

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