When I Stop Chasing

Chapter Thirty-Two

Chapter Thirty-Two

Ipakilala

"Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?

'Cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened? Please tell me

'Cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom

Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always"

I opened my eyes and I saw their eyes, There's admiration on it. I smiled back to them, I smiled back to Jao. I missed this, I missed singing on stage, I miss hitting keys on piano. I miss playing my heart out, I miss letting the song and music rule me—my whole system. I missed all of this. This is my life, This my forte. This is everything.

May mga bagay talaga na kahit matagal mo nang hindi nagawa, You always still know them by heart. Kahit ilang taon mo pa itong huling nagawa, When your heart knows it you will surely get back to your own rhythm. Kabisado na kasi ito ng utak at katawan you don't need to get back from square one para magawa ulit ito, When that thing were part of your own familiarity you would never going to forget that thing.

"Was I out of line?

Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything coming down to nothing

Here's to silence, that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called

And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom

Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby,
You said forever and always, yeah"

But there are things which are ought to be forgotten, Things that you tend to forget, Things that you don't want to be remembered, Things you bury down there. Because there are always be that things, Things that can make you remember painful things so you choose them to forget.