When I Stop Chasing

Chapter Thirty-Four

Chapter Thirty-Four

Hindi Pwede

"Ofia, gising!" I groaned at iniharang ang braso ko sa muhka ko, I opened my eyes and blinked twice to clearly see who's waking me up. I groaned for the second time when I saw Pat's face.

What the hell? Anong trip niya para gisingin ako? Sobrang aga pa nga eh! Not. Tinanggal ni Pat ang braso na nakatakip sa muhka.

"Ano ba, Patrick!" Protesta ko and he tapped my face.

"My God, Ofia! Wake the hell up, May trabaho ka ngayon!" I shut my eyes and groaned for the nth time. Maaga pa ata? Ayoko pa umalis ng kama ko!

"Pat, maaga pa..." Ani ko at tumingin sa bintana, Bumagsak ang balikat ko nang makita na tirik na tirik na ang araw at lumalagpas pa ito sa kurtina ko, Argh! Gusto ko pang matulog!

Hinawakan ni Pat ang kamay ko at hinila niya para tumayo ako, Nagpabigat ako.

"Absent nalang ako, Stop pulling me, you fool!" Pinalo ko pa ang kamay niyang humihila ng isa ko pang kamay.

"Hindi! Wag kang tamad, Ofia! Ano bang nangyari kagabi at naawalan ka na ng rason para mabuhay?" I flashed my eyes open and made a face at him.

Ano nga ba nangyari kagabi? I snorted inside my mind.

"Anong pinagsasabi mo?!" Asik ko, He smirked at me, Binitawan niya ako kaya nahiga ulit ako sa kama. My back hit the my soft mattress and my head landed on my fluffly pillow.

"Well, umuwi ka kagabi na muhkang ewan. Your face screams that you obviously didn't enjoy what happened last night, So anong meron?" Usisa niya.

Ngumiwi ako sa kanya, Anong nangyari? Well, Hindi ko rin alam! Hindi ko rin alam kung anong nangyari sa akin kagabi, I got irrational last night. Even myself can't understand why I felt that way!

The ineffable feeling killed me last night. Overthinking also killed me, Softly that I can't even get to fight back. I wasn't aware that it already killed me, I was too preoccupied with the thought that Laxa likes Jao. The thought of them—Laxa and Jao, I hate that thought. Thus, those thoughts have led me to the cliff and killed me a thousand times. I don't know what to feel, And I don't know what are the right things to think that time.

Naiinis ako dahil hindi ko alam kung saan ako naiinis. I hate that thought, I'm too stupid. Naiinis ako sa hindi malaman na bagay. It's like fighting in a war for nothing, fighting in a war for no reason, fighting in a war for no one. A useless thing but killed you a thousand times.

"Wala," Simple kong sabi at umayos ng upo, Hinalamos ko ang muhka ko at tumingin kay Pat.

"Leave my room, Right now." Mariin kong sabi, Pat's forehead creased.

"But—" He inquired but I cutted him.