Swimming with the fishes (connor franta fan fiction)

Chapter 41

Recap:

I woke up and Connor wasn't there. I changed out of my clothes and took a shower. I came out and Connor was sitting on the bed with a CVS bag next to him. He went through it and grabbed a box. He bought me tests. Aw. "It was kinda funny seeing the look on the cashiers face when I bought these." He handed me the box. "Can you do it with me?" He smiled. "Sure." He put his hand on my back and we walked into the bathroom. I sat down on the toilet and Connor pulled out the test. He read the instructions and handed the test to me. He turned around and I peed on the stick. I put it on the counter and sat on the floor. Connor sat next to me. He put his hand on my knee. "Just know. That whatever the result is, ill be there for you." I put my head on his shoulder.

We waited 5 minutes and I got up and so did Connor. We both looked down at the test. There were 2 solid lines.

*************

Chapter 41

I looked over at Connor. He was already looking at me. His straight face slowly turned into him smiling and laughing.

"Looks like we're having a baby." Connor wrapped his arms around me but I just stood there. I didn't want a baby. Of course I want one but not now. Not yet. Not in the next 3 years! When I have a stable job and ready.

Maybe I am ready. I mean we've done the deed many times before and nothing's happened. But this time i just so happen to get pregnant? But wait, we used condoms all those times. Did we use a condom in New York?

Connor kisses my forehead and smiles. I look up at him and his smile disappears. "What?" He drops his arms from around me. "Did we use a condom in New York?" He looks at me. "Why does it matter?" I give him a 'are you fucking kidding me' look. "Of course it fucking matters! What makes you think not using a condom doesn't matter?" I yell at him. His face gets all red. What have I done? "I thought we didn't need it cause whatever happened we would still love each other. But I thought wrong." He stormed out of the bathroom and I ran after him.

I grabbed his arm but he ripped it off. I grabbed his shirt but he pried my fingers from it. I grabbed his legs but he pulled me off. I stopped trying and started crying while screaming, "Connor! Don't go! Don't leave me! Don't go!" He walked out of the room without looking back. A few seconds later I heard the front door open and slam shut. I laid on my back and kept crying.

I laid on the floor for the rest of the day. Kassy brought me a sandwich and a bottle of water for lunch but I didn't eat it.

Cassidy came up 3 hours later and sighed when she saw me. She picked up the sandwich and walked out. She came back and sat next to me, rubbing my back. I cried harder.

"Brittany you're going to have to eat something." I cried even harder realizing I'm going to have to eat for two now. Cassidy got up and walked out.

I calmed down and I ended up falling asleep on the floor.

~~~~~~~

I woke up to someone shuffling into the room. They walked up to me, stopping right by my head. They kneeled down and picked me up and carried me to the bed. They smelt like healthy food and wind. I realized it was Connor.

I sniffled and felt a warm tear fall down my cheek. Connor put me under the covers and slipped his pants, shirt, socks, and shoes off and cuddled into me. He sniffled and I felt something hit the top of my head. "I'm sorry." He said before breaking down. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said!" He cried even harder into me.

I hugged him harder than I was. He hugged back and put his head in my neck. "Y wobe do." He said. I chuckled. "What?" He pulled away and he had tear stains. "I love you sooooo much Brittany. I love you way to much to leave you. I wouldn't dream of leaving you when our child is on the way. I wouldn't even dream of leaving you."