Hey guys so this is all going to be I beast boys view cause he has gone through so much I feel that we just need more thought from his side
BeastBoy POV
I woke up to the sound of the light humming of machines, I adjust my my eyes to the whiteness of the room to see that I was alone, there is a pit in my stomach. I feel like someone has ripped out all of my organs and I'm just sitting there like a dead body. There's no clock or windows in the room so I have no idea what time it is or how long I've been out for, the hospital room is so quiet my thoughts start to take over.How could I have been so dumb?
I could of stopped myself.
I could have done something.
I'm such an idiot!
How could I have been so blind?
I knew that it would happen as soon as I saw him.
Why didn't I do anything to stop the monster coming out?
I'm so stupid.
I can't see why Raven lives me.
I wouldn't be surprised if she will leave me.
I bet everyone hates me.
No body is going to forgive me after what I've done.
I mean I KILLED someone!
How much of a bad person can you be?
Your an idiot.
You were shot earlier in the year and now you have killed someone?
I have to leave.
I can't hurt anymore people.
Even if it means that the last person I hurt is Raven.
Raven.
I can't hurt her too.
But if I stay I will.
I have to go.
Everyone will die if I stay any longer.
Cy
Star
Rob
Rae
Ill probably end up hurting myself too.
I am a monster.
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