*Jessie*
I'm awoken by the light grazes up and down by naked body but I don’t make my presence known for a bit as I know as soon as I do he will stop and I like it so I'm gunna pretend I'm still asleep because his touch is sending me into the weak knees mode and that’s what he does every time we touch each other and I know I do it to him to as I see it in his eyes, my head is in his chest and he has one arm supportively around my waist and the other grazing over my back left arm every now and then he kisses my head and I have that inwards smile you know the kind of one you hold in because you don’t want to know I'm awake I'm glad I didn’t make my presence know yet because whilst still grazing my body he talks quietly to his dad like he does most mornings but today it sounded so..so much more like he meant it like he wanted him to understand something.
Danny: Dad I did it I hope your proud of me I married the one I love and the one I know you love two she’s the most important woman that has ever walked into my life and now we have two little princesses to share our love with Shaya is after you Dad Jess chose it because she knew how much it would me to me you and mum Dad it meant the world and Rosie is after her mum but I love it as well because the rose reminds me of valentine’s day the day you were taken away the reason I have it tattooed on my arm because Dad you were my life and I know you helped me with my life now because without you I truly believe I wouldn’t have Jess and I wouldn’t have the two most beautiful Daughters Yesterday was hard with you not being there but I knew you were there in spirit the way Jess sang big white room for you honestly makes me love her even more if that’s possible because she stole my heart the Day she told me she loved me back. You know what Dad when Jess told me she was pregnant I wasn’t scared not even a tint of me was because if I was half as good as a dad as you were then I know I would be doing a good job the three things I thought id never have again after you died was 1. Trust 2. Love 3. A family of my own that needed me but Dad I proved myself wrong because I do I trust Jess with my life I love Jess and our girls more than they will ever know and Dad I do have a family that need me because I need them and now I'm also a part of Jess’s family as well they made me feel so welcomed Dad I honestly love every one of them with my life Jessie’s nieces and Nephews took to me really well and I feel as if her mum and Dad trust me her sisters the same because Jess and Her sisters are so close I thought I would have trouble there I thought they would always have the eye out if I did something wrong but they aren’t like that they like me and her mum is lovely I know where Jess gets her sweetness from and her Dad I was honestly bricking it I was scared because loosing you dad I felt as if he would judge me I don’t know why I thought he wouldn’t like me I thought he would be nice to me in front of jess and then hate me but once again its really nothing like that he is so sweet and I know he likes me because I didn’t have to ask him to marry Jess he told me I could. When Jess had Rosie and Shaya I felt like I was someone new like my life had restarted its self and made me be who I am, the things in life I try my best at are, 1. I try to make you proud 2. I try to keep mum happy 3. I try my best to keep I touch with everyone in Dublin best I can, 4.I try to make my music as passionate as you told me to make it 5. I’ve quit drink and fags 6.I am trying me best to be the best Dad I can be 7. And most importantly I am going to be the best Husband I could possible because without Jess I'm worthless without Jess and The girls I may as well be up with you they are the ones that make me strive and Hold one because when you passed I know it was wrong but I shut Mark and Glen out same with the Family I put the album on hold and didn’t contact anyone for six months but when I got that call when they asked me to be on the voice I thought of it as a new door a new path for me and I know for a fact if I said know I honestly don’t think I would still be on this earth right now because Honestly Dad I couldn’t cope I couldn’t cope without you I was weak and I know it and I'm sorry I was stupid I know I made people hate me by pushing them away I made people move on without me I made myself fall back in time then I stepped foot on the voice and my life changed I didn’t drink didn’t smoke and I set my eyes on Jess the things going through my mind were weird because she was Dating that prick I told you about and if I see him again he’s gunna regret breathing because he hurt my wife yeah anyway it hurt so much knowing she was dating someone else even though I didn’t know her that well and I didn’t know what Chris was doing to her I swear it felt like I was getting kicked in the crouch several times when I saw her kissing him and when I did sort him out and I kept her safe I felt like she trusted me and I trusted her and that’s when it all happened now she’s the one I will never stop holding the one I will never stop loving she’s my world my hop my trust my everything my soul mate I love her more than my life she’s the one that made me, me again after you and I have more than my life to owe her for that but I know she know this because I tell her all the time but I think she understands she just doesn’t know how much it means to me one last thing Dad before I have to wake Mrs O’Donoghue up for breakfast with the family, you know what the thing that makes me smile like an idiot is…she’s mine all mine no one else’s and she’s my wife, I love you Dad I miss you so much bye speak again soon and watch over us and keep us safe please love you millions bye Dad.
