*Jessie*
I pall up in front of our house and neither the twins or Danny have stirred the hole way home but that gave me some time to reflect on how lucky I really am I mean a mum to two beautiful babies I have a hot Irish Husband in the charts with my music the life people could only even dream of sometimes I don’t think people think I know I'm lucky if you know what I mean they think I'm in this industry for my money that’s not true not one bit of that sentence is true I'm in this industry because singing is my life that’s what I've always wanted to do since I could talk I wanted to share my message with people ‘Save life’s’ with the messages I share, I wanted to not get people to forget pain but to ease it when they are sad. People first said when I started to date Danny that I did it for the papers to make myself known I'm not being funny but I am known when I was first dating Dan I was on the telly every Saturday night people saw me then and no I didn’t date Dan because of that I dated him because I fell in love with him I said id never date anyone else in the public eye because our relationship would be something everyone would want a piece of, but with Dan it wasn’t something I could let go of my feeling for him we indescribable I wasn’t going to let the media ruin the love we had for each other when we got together I thought about it and I came to a thing in my head where I said to myself I'm in the papers most days anyway so what If they have another story on us I don’t care and I honestly wouldn’t be at the high of my life without Dan so we both made that decision and it was the best one I've ever made that and going for my dream. I bring myself out of my long winded thoughts and get out of the car I leave Dan whilst I run the girls in and place them in bed before locking the door I know its bad but you don’t know how far people will go when you’re in the spotlight I run to the car and shake Danny awake.
Danny: Sorry babe did I fall asleep do we have to get the girls now
He looks around and then in the back and has the confused look
Danny: Wait we are home and the girls aren’t tin the back where are they
Jessie: in bed I just came to get you come on the doors locked let’s get you to bed
Danny: I'm sorry for not going to get them with you I really am Jess
Jessie: Baby don’t be sorry, your ill I understand better than anyone how it feels to be ill and not being in the mind set to move come on babe lets get you in bed
Danny: you’re the best wife ever
Jessie: we you’re the best Husband now come on Rosie and Shaya will want a feed in like 10 minutes
Danny: Ok Sweat heart
Danny grabs my hand and I help him up he’s kinda leaning over a bit because I can tell his stomach is really giving him some jip and his head is still hurting him as he squints when he’s walking to the door, after a 5 minute struggle up the path I unlock the door again and I carefully guide Danny up the stairs and when we are on the top of them about to go to our room Danny goes the opposite way and down the other way and over to Rosie and Shaya’s room I smile at his iguanas to see the girls even though he is ill he has missed them just as much as I have I let him walk down as I know if I'm not there he will talk to them so I will go down after he’s in and stand outside and listen because when he talks to them it makes me so happy.
Danny: Hello babies Daddy’s missed you so much I'm sorry for leaving you and so is your mummy we missed you every day we were there, we brought you some bunny’s your Mummy has been amazing because Daddy’s not well she’s like my mummy and wife all in one she’s amazing right…hu huh that’s what I thought I just really hope you girls are going to be proud of me as your dad because that the one thing I thought I couldn’t do because after your Granddad died I was broken that’s when your mummy saved me I believe that your Granddad sent her to me you would have loved your Granddad Shay he was my hero the one I could turn to when I felt lost when he passed away I felt more lost than I ever had before I thought I couldn’t cope with it anymore because girls I wasn’t happy even though Daddy had his music and his best friends he still felt alone but the voice saved my like it really did your mummy saved my life now she’s my hero she’s the reason I hold on the reason I will never let go of the ones I love because you two and your mummy are my life and remember that its not just me and your mummy that love you, you have your cousins aunties uncles Granddad Grandmas you have hundreds of people that you don’t know that love you that’s the funny thing when your parents are famous so are you but a promise for me to you two I will never let you be un happy you don’t know how many hearts you’re going to break those boys better watch out if they hurt my girls, Now Daddy’s going to put you back to bed because he doesn’t feel well but I hope you two can come to me with any problems you ever have because I will always listen weather its something you’re scared I’ll be mad at I will always stand behind you no matter what I will always love you.
I feel a few stray tears falling from my eyes because those words touched my heart and I know he meant every word of them and the way he opened up about his dad I'm the only one he ever has with but with the girls he knows they don’t understand but I understand why because he’s scared they won’t love him but if they don’t they are 100% crazy and if they are anything like me they will love him no matter what and he is there dad I walk down to our bedroom because I don’t want Danny to know I was listening, I trail down to our room and sit on the bed waiting for Dan because I need to get him to bed because tomorrow I'm going to take him to the hospital because if it is food poisoning we need medicine for it and he needs to get better..
A/N
Hello guys so updated hope you enjoy it all the comment and inboxes from you all is giving me a massive load of confidence on making this book longer than I anticipated it to be but I don’t plan on finishing it for a while yet so relax I love you all and I hope you really enjoyed this chapter…once again comment, Vote and Inbox me ideas and thoughts on the Book/Chapter Thanks so much guys..
