*Danny*
Me and Jess just got the girls set in the car and they are both sound asleep so we drive to the nearest MacDonald's and go in the drive through ordering a breakfast wrap and then carrying on our 2 hour car journey to Essex but with two sleeping babies in the back you cant exactly talk loud and have the music blearing so me and Jessie make some general quite chit chat about what happened when I was away and was not by there sides I still feel really guilty about that but to be honest if our tour manager had his way we would still be on tour now for another 3 weeks and to be honest I couldn't bare that I would have uped and left without asking because that was the state of mind I was in before they told us we could go home to our families and even on the first week I was contemplating weather to do it on the first week and I spoke to mark and he said he wouldn't forgive me for it and I would rather sit and sorrow other than lose my best friend but im here now for my girls and I know that Jessie understands because she will be the same when she goes on her tour and I don't blame her because it is horrible it truly is its like your stuck in a bubble and you cant get out that's how I felt for five weeks like I was suffocating and nobody cared because I wasn't there to Hold my girls when they were crying I wasn't there to wipe Jessie's eyes when she was tired and missed me and I regret mark forcing me to go on that tour because it wasn't even like I was at the gigs my mind was else where my mind was at home with my family. after what felt like 10 minutes of thinking I was brought out of my thoughts to Jessie telling me to turn off into Essex because I was in the world of my own.
Jessie: Baby what bothering you!
Danny: its just...its ju...Nothing
Jessie: Tell me Danny your worrying me what's the matter
Danny: I just feel guilty
Jessie: What Why?
Danny: Guilty that I left for five weeks and I wasn't aloud to hold my new born babies in my arms to sooth them when they cried I wasn't their to hold you and brush the hair out of your face when you were tired and most of all I feel guilty because I made you feel alone at night no one hug the bed was cold Im sorry baby I truly am.
I don't even realise there are tears falling from my eyes until Jessie brings me up on them
Jessie: babe pull over on that lay by
Danny: ok
I pull over and soon as the car is stopped Jessie gets out and walks round to my side with her head down so we are not recognised and then she opens my door and sits on my lap and then she starts to talk she has the voice that sooths me instantly.
Jessie: Baby look at me, right I don't want you to feel guilty and im not even the slightest bit mad at you because I know how much you protested against going on that tour but mark didn't listen to you and I know that Baby and you begged to come home until they let you and your here now with me and the girls and we all love you more then anything so I don't want to see those tears Baby I love you and the girls more than anything and you know that.
I don't even need to say anything back to her so I just crash my lips into hers and we share a long passionate kiss and then we pull away slightly our of breath.
Danny: Jessica Ellen Cornish I love you
Jessie: I love you too Daniel John Mark Luke O'donoghue
we kiss again then Jessie gets off of me and returns to the passenger side and then we continue our now only 20 minute journey to Jessie's Parents house the girls surprisingly have slept the hole way here and haven't even stirred witch me and Jessie are more than happy with because we are nearly late for dinner now so we pull into the drive and I park up and hop out grabbing both the girls still in the car seats and Jessie grabs the bag and then Jessie just walks through the front door and straight through to the back garden and we see everyone sat down on chairs looks like it a BBQ and then everyone is silent when they see us.
