*Danny*
When Rosie’s eyes fluttered open my stomach did flips flips of, hope, happiness, relief , relaxation well not relaxing because she’s still really ill but she’s awake she’s overcome the things the doctors said she might not she’s proved them wrong and came back fighting…that’s my girl. She kicked there drugs in the face and said ‘bitch I'm not standing for this’ well she didn’t actually say that but still. She kept on saying over and over ‘Mummy, Daddy help me please it hurt’ over and over and me and Jess could only sit there hold her hand and tell her that it was going to be ok and that she need not to worry. Well she’s 1 and in pain and doesn’t understand why not even if we explained it to her. This is gunna be fun when we get home to try feed her medicine when we can barely get her to take calpole when she’s ill. But she will have to understand that she needs it else she will be poorly again and none of us ever want to be back in this position. Jess had kind of rested her head on my chest and was sort of dozing I think she felt more confident now that Rosie would be ok and that’s what I was happy about her hand was still in mine and Rosie’s but she wasn’t that far of falling asleep can you blame her neither of us had slept for like a week. Just when I thought that she was going off she spoke up quietly…
Jessie: I just want t-his to be over I want to go home
Danny: so do I babe so do I
Jessie: when do you think we can go home?
Rosie: mum-ma hurt…
She lifts her head from my chest to look at Rosie who has now got tears falling from her eyes, ugh this pains…A lot.
Jessie: shhh princess please shhh, it’s going to be ok mummy and Daddy are here and we aren’t going anywhere the nice doctors and nurses are going to try make you feel better ok?
Rosie: Mum-my wher-e Shaya gone?
That’s it now that question will not end her and Shaya are inseparable they do everything together they share a room birthday bed time you name it and to separate them is always a hard thing to do without one missing the other, what do you expect they are identical twins you can’t get much closer than that.
Jessie: Shaya is with Nanny and grampy she’s ok
Rosie: mummy I want Shaya
Jessie: baby Shaya can’t come here you’ll see her very soon though
Rosie: no I want Shaya now mummy, Daddy shaya I want shaya
Danny: Baby like mummy said you’ll see her very soon me and mummy haven’t seen her either and if your good when we get out of here I will bye you and Shaya some new movies and me you mummy and shaya can watch them together does that sound like a plan?...what do you think mummy
Jessie: I think it sounds like a plan…Rosie
Rosie: promise and I’ll see Shaya soon?
Jessie: you’ll see her soon as soon as we get you out of here
