*Danny*
After going through the drive through of MacDonald’s I drove us to the hospital it was a quite drive as we had actually managed to get Shaya to sleep, bless her. And Rosie was far to involved in watching care bares on Jess’s IPad. Jess was slowly going to sleep I could tell I had my hand on her thy and she had her hand entwined with mine the grip she had on mine was getting softer and softer as the journey went on. I was just thinking to myself how Shaya really did scare me earlier all I remember from that blur of the moment was seeing the rash my eyes widening and screaming for Jess tears instantly fell from my eyes I know it must have shocked Shaya she looked confused, no wonder. Jess came fleeing down the stairs in seconds and instantly started crying as well. That was seriously the most scariest thing in my life so far just the thought of your daughter being ill scared the shit out of me I'm not gunna lie. We soon pulled up at the hospital and I shook Jess awake and we picked up the girls before walking into the hospital having to sign in this time even though they knew who we were it was just precaution I suppose its fair. We wandered down to Hannah’s room to see her facing away and we could hear sniffles coming from her. Jess passed me Shaya and went to the other side of the bed so Hannah could see her. And when she did the tears stopped well the sobbing did I don’t know about the actual tears I couldn’t see.
Hannah: J-ess
Jessie: babe why are you crying?
Hannah: I felt alone
Jessie: you don’t have to now we are here
Hannah: we?
Jessie: look behind you
She did turn over and the smile on her face just grew bigger and bigger as she took in that we were actually here she shuffled up the bed so she was sitting up a little and soon reached out for the gils so I put one either side of her.
Hannah: I know you said Shaya was ill but shittt
Rosie: Naughty auntie Hannah
Hannah: sorry buba I mean sugar
Rosie: better
Jessie: I know that’s where we’ve just been so she’s a bit out of it
Hannah: what the hospital?
Jessie: yeah
Hannah: what did they say?
Jessie: she has three infections and they are quite serious but nothing that could harm you we asked
Hannah: them being?
Jessie: tonsillitis, stomach and kidney infection
Hannah: awh poor baby maybe you should come spend some time with Auntie Hannah we can be ill together
Rosie: Auntie Hannah?
Hannah: yes Bubs
Rosie: what infection do you have what mummy said?
Hannah: erm…I don’t think you’d understand
Rosie: oh..
Jessie: you don’t have to tell them Han
Hannah: I'm not gunno I haven’t told mine yet and they are older than 1 well except Kian
Jessie: babe it will get better just believe
Hannah: how can I when my mind is always away with the fairys I'm always thinking of things I don’t want to I'm always thinking of things that could happen. Even If I don’t want to it just happens my minds always somewhere else the what ifs are always there what if I you no…leave you lot