*Jessie*
So today was the day, the day I was leaving for LA for a whole month. Yes that 2 months went faster than any other had before, well to me it did and to Danny I think the same. My flight wasn’t until 7 tonight and it was already 12 in the afternoon. Today I was just chilling with Dan and the girls I haven’t even told them yet, I know it’s bad but I couldn’t bring myself to do it with them being so clingy lately ugh so complicated. I was sat with the three of them on the sofa Despicable me had just finished I turned the TV off causing all three of them to look at me, I needed their attention right now.
Jessie: Girls?
Rosie/Shaya: Yeah, mummy?
Jessie: I need to tell you something and I don’t want you to get upset ok?
They kind of just nodded so I carried on but before it took in a deep breath and exhaled and then carried on.
Jessie: you see tonight mummy has to go away for a little bit
Shaya: NO! MUMMY YOUO SAID YOU AND DADDY WOULDN’T LEAVE US
This actually broke my heart, this is what I was afraid of.
Jessie: shhh baby calm down ok. I'm not leaving for very long and Daddy will still be here to tuck you in and hold your hand when you have nightmares. Mummy will be back in a few sleeps
A few sleeps sounded better than “Mummy will be back in 31 sleeps” don’t you think?
Rosie: noooo mummy please
Jessie: Rosie Shaya listen to me, if I had a choice to stay home I would but it’s my job and I need to get back into the swing of things again. Because before I had you two I was traveling all the time barley having time to think. My fans miss me
Shit I wasn’t meant to say fans they don’t 100% understand the whole ‘Famous’ thing yet I guess I have to tell them now that’s not something I wanted to do until they asked me themselves without me putting my big mouth in it.
Shaya: what are fans mummy?
Jessie: right girls this isn’t something me and Daddy were going to tell you until you were a little older but I guess I'm going to have to yeah?
Rosie: ok
Jessie: well you know me and Daddy both sing
Shaya: and Daddy does with Uncle Mark and Uncle Glen
Danny: that’s right
Jessie: yeah and you sometimes here us on the radio when we are in the car
Shaya: yeah
Jessie: that’s because our voices are on the radio and when I go away and when Daddy goes away its because people all over the world want us to sing to them we don’t just sing to people in London you know
Shaya: so what are fans?
Jessie: Fans are the people that like our music, our supports and we have names for our fans do you wanna what they are called and why?
Rosie: why?
Jessie: right my Fans are called my HeartBeats and the reason for that is because when I was little I had something wrong with my heart…still do and my fans are the ones that keep the energy into my heart to keep me alive..and you guys of course
Shaya: ohh…and Daddy?
Danny: well angel me and Uncle Mark and Uncle Glen call ours The Script Family because when we feel alone and we are away, away from you guys and home we get sad because sometimes in the time differences you are asleep when Daddy’s awake and then we turn to our fans and they are like our family too
Rosie: ohh mummy that still doesn’t explain why people want pictures of us
Jessie: I know they want pictures of you because your our children right I hate using this word but I'm going to because it’s the easiest way to explain, me and your daddy and Uncle Mark and Uncle Glen and even Uncle Will and Granddad Tom are all a word people like to call ‘Famous’
Rosie: what does that mean Mummy?
Jessie: it means that a lot of people all around the world know who we are and that means the guys with the cameras are called paps, it’s their jobs to take pictures of us even if we don’t want to, it does get a bit much sometimes. I'm telling you girls this now so if ever your out with me and Daddy or anyone else for that matter and the People with cameras start pushing and shouting you have to block it out and know that it will be ok
Rosie: but mummy?, why do you even have to go
Jessie: this time I'm going to write and record some songs and you know the nice man you met….Claude Kelly he lives in America and I need him to help me write some songs for this album
Shaya: I will miss you lots and lots mummy, I love you
This brought a tear to my eye but I quickly wiped it away
Rosie: I will miss you and love you to mummy
Jessie: I love you girls with all my heart, and when you get sad and start to miss mummy get Daddy to type me up on Youtube and you can see my face and preform if I'm busy, but if I'm not busy then Daddy will skype me
Rosie: ok mummy so we will still hear your voice and see you
Jessie: of course on screen and through the phone
Danny: Daddy’s gunna miss you to baby girl
Jessie: good because Mummy’s gunna miss Daddy
Danny: this month is going to be so hard
Jessie: your telling me, just call me if you need to hear me even if I'm busy or sleeping because your always on my mind no matter what I do when I'm away
Danny: will we be in any of your songs? And yes of course I will and same right back at ya
Jessie: any of them? Most of them probably
I stared in his eyes and pure passion and love filled them like every time us four are together I love them so much, this next month is going to be hard…very hard
A/N
I'm PLANNING THE SEQUEL how exciting, COMMENT WHAT YOU WANT TO HAPPEN IN IT AND I’LL PUT IT IN MY NOTES……………….i know how this one will end I'm sad to end it but happy to do the sequel, if you want a rough idea on how long this book is going to go on for yet just inbox me I'm not 100% yet myself so yeah…..
