*Danny*
So it's now been what two months since the shopping incident today is going to be hard more hard on Jess but still hard, to be honest I'm scared of what will happen, as it is Hannah's first treatment and instead of putting her on level 1 to start treatment like last time. They are putting her on level 5 as the cancer is 10 times stronger than it was last time. Jess has had restless nights and unhappy days, but what can you expect it's her sister and Hannah is like as sister to me as well so seeing her in the pain she's in is hard, because not like last time her bones are aching and she's sore all over. Me and Jess had been up since fine, sorry I'll phrase that I've been up since five Jess has been up all night. With worry I'd tried to stay awake with her but sleep took over me at about 3 so I had like two hours sleep. Not a lot but I will live, not the thing to use right now but I guess I did. I took Jessie's hand and led her to the car Holly had the girls today and she fully understood. Jess looked like she was in trance mode just staring into space not even blinking, this is a state I never wanted to see Jess In because it's just like the last time but this time on a whole nother scale. It didn't take long for us to get to the hospital as the roads weren't that busy, and obviously paps hadn't seen us one thing I'm glad of. We pulled up outside and I got Jess out of the car. We wandered the corridors and we we're taken to see where Hannah was after the nurse noticed we looked lost. Jess trembled as we got to the door of where Hannah was I knew we were the last to arrive when I saw all of their cars in the car park. That's as nearly empty. I gave Jess a reassuring squeeze of her hand and I pushed the door open everyone similes at us but I literally had to drag Jess into the room.
Hannah: hey Jessie hey Dan
Danny: hey you alright?
Hannah: yeah I'm good thanks yourself
Danny: yeah not to bad
Rose: Jess!
Jessie: w-hat?
Rose: Hannah said hello
Jessie: H-I
Jess didn't even look at her she just went and sat in the corner and slumped in her seat her head in her knees and I went and sat next to her. Silence over took the room for about an hour before a Rachel broke it.
Rachel: fucking hell someone talk
Steven: Rachel mouth
Rachel: yeah it opens and closes, your point?
Steven: don't get cheeky with me your not to old to I've my knee
Rachel: I really am though, probably put your back out...old man
Steven: oil enough of the old you
Rachel: Hannah you look white as a ghost you ok?
Hannah: you try having what I've got then I'll ask you if your fucking ok?.......sorry sorry I didn't mean to snap
Rachel: it's fine
Rose: Jess are you ok?
She didn't reply again she just dug her chest more into me and I stroked her hair again and again trying to sooth her but I don't think it worked like it normally does, guess it's time to do her back that never fails in any situation.
Rose: Jessica it's rude to ignore people
Danny: babe come on they are in the same boat as you here just talk to them, they don't deserve to be ignored
She didn't even reply to me just clung to my T-shirt with her hands
Steven: well she didn't reply to Danny so we don't stand a chance
Hannah: why is it it's always me. That does this to her Jess I will be fine have some hope please if not hope for me then hope for everyone around us I will make this Jess how many life threading things have you put your self through, countless things so don't be upset Jess it must be in the blood we have to fight.
Jessie: s-sorry I just get scared, all the time something's thrown at me and it's always the people around me that get hurt
Hannah: Jess this isn't your fault
Jessie: hmm,...when's baby due then Rach?
Rachel: 3 months...Holly's must be coming up?
Jessie: any day now
Rachel: did they even find out what they are having
Jessie; no surprise
Steven: what's your bets on then guys
Rose: boy
Hannah: girl
Danny: girl
Jessie: girl
Rachel: boy
Steven: I think boy I know it will piss holly off
Jessie: j think girl, I just have this feeling.
Steven: Dan do you want a so one day
Jessie: smooth dad real smooth
Steven: he's like my boy now he don't mind do you Dan?
Danny: not at all, erm I mean yeah one day for sure but not for a while yet me and Jess decided we should, get the careers back on track first, the girls are enough for the minute
Rose; good thinking you two
Hannah: just because I've got four that's it rub it in
Rose: what Hannah don't start that again seriously
Rachel: having 3 doesn't make a difference
Jessie: how do you know your third ain't even here yet
Rachel: two three months and it will
Jessie: that's ages me and Dan just said we will 100% in the future just not yet
Steven: smart cookie
Jessie: err ok then
Rose: I love you girls
Hannah: mum don't be so soppy
Rose: all of you are my world and the children
Rachel says something under her breath but I thing the world and his son heard
Rachel: *Rosie and Shaya*
Jess soon stands up and walks out but before she does she says
Jessie: I've had enough of this fucking jealousy
Then she storms out and I follow soon after this again what's wrong with them but to be honest we can't really afford to make as scene under he circumstances...
A/N
Hey guys here's an update :)
