Jerk

chapter three

its Monday, which means we start school today. its currently 5:45, I wanted to wake up early to get ready.

i walk to my bathroom, and showered quickly. my hair is naturally straight with some wavy parts. so usually i leave it normal, i brush my teeth, after i finished i walk to my closet.

i pick out an outfit quickly. which is a burgundy shirt, and light washed ripped jeans. i put my black high top vans, i walk back to my bathroom to spray my perfume and put on deodorant. i walk back to my makeup table and did my usual makeup.

"jenn you done?" kian yelled out. "yes!"
i yelled. i pick up my phone and bag and walked out.

"lets go, use your car" he said. i never really talked about my car but its also black and matte but its a jeep.

i walk out the door and went to my car. kian gets in and slowly drive out the drive way. kian plugs in his phone, he turns on drake and we start to sing along.

school starts at 7:15 and its 6:45. so i stopped by starbucks and ordered my vanilla bean frappuccino. kian didnt know what to get so he got the same.

i pay, the lady hands me our drinks and then i drove off. we make it to school with ten minutes to spare.

"good luck" kian hugs me. "you too" i hug him back. we went our separate ways. i start walking to my class, until someone bumped into me. "what the fuck watch where your going" a guy with a familiar voice said.

"you bumped into me" i said rubbing my arm. he looks at me, "oh its you" i said. jack looks at me and his eyes soften. i walk into my class to see jc, i sit next to him. jack soon walks into the class. i groan loudly which made jc hear. he chuckled, im guessing kian told him what happened.

the class went by fast, i walked to my second block. everyone was there, especially kian. i didnt want to sit next to kian bc first i don't want him to get mad and second theres girls around him. yeah my brother is pretty cute which maybe made girls go after him.

i walk to back sitting by myself. the guys were to busy to realize i was here. jack walked in and saw me, he sighed and sat with the boys. I honestly dont want to be known as the loser in the back.

i sat there listening to the teacher until i get a text message from kian.

kian 🤑🙄: you okay?
jenn: no i want to leave. i just want to cry. gosh you've always been the one to interact with everyone. im just the girl alone in the back.

tears start to form in my eyes, i rasied my hand. "yes jenn" mr walker said. "may i use the restroom?" i asked. he nodded. i got up and picked up my phone and left. i ran to the bathroom. i sat on the floor and cried.

i hide my face by covering it with my hands. i soon hear come in, I didn't pick my head up i just say there crying.

i feel someone tap my shoulder, "hey are you okay?" a girl asked. i nodded, "no your not, whats wrong?" she paused. "i know we dont know each other but it looks like you need a friend right now." she sighed and sat next to me.

"i just feel so alone, like i have friends but it just doesnt feel like we are friends. ive always been the girl to be alone." i sniffed. "why is that?" she said.

"can i trust you?" i asked. "of course" she smiled. "well i had a bestfriend. i used to live in New York. like 2 years ago, my bestfriend was bullied. i became her friend to help her, to protect. but i failed. one day i was going to her house, she would always leave the back door open for me to sneak in at night when she needed me." I paused.

"one night she called me crying, it was around 11, so i ran to her house which wasnt far. i turn on all the lights, i run up the stairs. i run to her room but it was locked. i began to cry so much so i went to her parents room, they asked what was going on. i told them that she called me crying. and the door was locked. her dad tried breaking down the door, once he did she had already hung herself. i wasnt there to help her. its all my fault that she killed herself." i cried even more.

"dont cry its okay shes in a safe place right now, shes looking over you and shes watching cry your eyes out. she does want that, im here for you." she said. I sniffled and smiled. "hi my name is Jordyn Rodriguez." she smiled.

"Hi my name is Jenn Lawley." i smile. "oh come here, you shouldn't cry." she said hugging me. "lets get back to class before we get introuble, hand me your phone so i can put my number in, incase you need anything." she smiled.

i hand her my phone and she enters her number. i hug her again and we both left the bathroom.

i went back to class and sat in the back. kian looked at me and his eyes widened. i half smiled and looked down.

i look back up to see jack starring at me. he noticed that i was looking at him so he looked down. I chuckle a little.

after class was over i went my 3rd block class. we waited in class for a little bc lunch is about to start. i had lunch with the guys.

i walked to lunch alone, whats new. i go sit down and went on my phone. Jordyn texted me.

jordyn 😇: what lunch do you have?
jenn: A lunch wby?
jordyn 😇: same! where are you?
jenn: in the back :/
jordyn 😇: oh i see you!! jenn smile !!

she soon comes and sits next to me, "so are you gonna get lunch?" she asked me. "im not hungry" i said. "im gonna get some ill buy you water and chips then" she smiled. i was about to say no but thats when she left.

kian walks up to my table and sits down. "jenn" he started. "why were you crying?" he sighed. "I wasn't." i said not looking at him. "kian dont waste your time here, you have your friends to talk to." i half smile. "jenn" he said. "kian, go. ill see you later." i said.

he sighed and left. i wasnt mad at him, i didnt want him to feel bad for me. im on my own. all i got right now is jordyn and matt. hopefully.

she comes back and hands me water and chips. i smile, "thanks" i said. she nodded, "so tell me about yourself." she said. "well im from new york, i have a twin brother named kian. im 17 and my father passed away recently." i said. "im sorry" she said.

"its okay, what about you?" i smiled. "well i was born and raised here, im also 17, i dont have siblings and my parents are divorced." she said.

"aw" i said. she nodded, "well jordyn you are apparently my first friend thats a girl in two years." i smile. "aww i feel special" she laughed.

"i got your back if you got mine" she said. "i got your back, jordyn." i said.