chapter twenty two

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its monday, which means exactly two months left. i have been counting since last month. i am in my second block right now waiting for lunch. ever since the noah situation ive been called a slut, whore, and bitch. none of my friends or my brother knows.

lately i havent felt like myself, i dont talk much, i keep things to myself. i have only talked to matt and jordyn. my brother hasnt been home and my mom has been working.

today i didnt feel like trying. i take a quick shower, once i finished i blow dry my hair then brushed my teeth. i go to my closet to pick my black leggings from PINK and a plain white shirt, with my white halter bralette.

after finishing up i grab my phone and keys and bag.

i leave my room to see kian going downstairs. once he looks at me his smile turns into a frown. i look away and walk past him. i cant cry before going to school. not anymore. i leave the house and walked straight to my car.

i get to school in give minutes. once i get there jordyn comes and hugs me. i hug her and then we started talking. matt soon comes with a smile on his face. "hey" he smiles. "hi matt." i lightly smiled.

"what are we doing after school?" jordyn asked. "im going home." i said. "to do what." matt asked. "clean my room" i said trying to convince them but failed. "no your not, you hate cleaning." jordyn said.

"well i do now." i said. with the corner of my eye i see jack and madison walking together, holding hands. jacks eyes meet mine and i quickly looked away. i slowly get up from the table and walked to class.

once i walked in, noah purposely walked into me, causing me to fall. "your so weak! omg thats why your so skinny!" noah yelled while laughing. i felt warm tears slowly fall down my face.

i get up fixing myself and sat in my seat. until i heard people whispering things about me. i had enough.

"you know what. think what you want. noah said all those things bc i never loved him. i never liked him. i wanted to be friends. JUST friends. he took it the other way. if you think im a slut just for not loving you but loving jack then you don't understand what love means. you told me yourself that no girl wanted to be anywhere near you the first week bc the way you looked. why do looks matter? why not personality? why is it always bc of looks? noah you didnt care about thing like that until you made friends with the wrong people. sure i didnt like you bc someone in this class room has my heart. you say all the shit you want noah. just bc you can easily bump into me and cause me to fall does not mean im skinny or weak. that also does not mean i starve myself. noah before you go fuck up some other girls life you need check yourself." i said.

i hear someone close the door, i look to see jack and the teacher standing there. "i gotta go." i said, grabbing my things and walking out.

i start running down the halls until i feel someone grab my hair and pull me into a huge hug. i look up to see jack. jack looks at me in the eyes and i look at him in the eyes. jack immediately kisses me. his kisses. his hugs. his smile. his laugh. i missed everything about him. mainly, him. "i love you, i promise you i do. madison means nothing to me. everything started bc of her. her parents forced the relationship bc she really liked me. if i didnt madison would hurt you. you know i dont want that. i want my baby to be safe in my arms. you have my heart." jack says and smashes his lips onto mine again.

during the kiss i hear a bunch of people cheering and clapping. i hide my face with jacks flannel. "your not mine yet, well you are but they dont know that." jack said before he on one knee.

i gasp and cover my mouth, is he really going to propose!!?!!" don't worry I'm not proposing, yet. but this ring is a promise ring. a ring that i promise to love you, to care for you, to protect you, to keep you safe. i want you to feel safe in my arms. i want you to be mine again. Jenn will you please be my girlfriend?" he said.

i nodded quickly and hugged him. "i love you" i said. he smiles and hugs me again, he put the ring on my finger. i hear matt yelling, "I SHIPP JANN" he said.

he walks up to us and hugs both of us. "jann is jack and jenn combined together duh" he said. thats until we hear teachers yelling get to class. we laugh and walk back to class.

"the only reason why you think i was checking girls out is because i was trying to see what to get you for you birthday, in my eyes you are the most beautiful girl in the world" he whispered in my ear, kissing my cheek too. i look down at my outfit and laughed.

"very funny. i have no makeup on, i have leggings on and a white over sized shirt." i laugh. "yeah my shirt" he said. "no way" i said. "aw you kept it" he smiles.

i smiled, we sat down and started working. this day seems so long.

*skipping to after school*

everyone wanted to hang out today, but i wanted to check up on my mom. shes 5 months today, i cannot wait to see the baby, i cant wait till i have something that reminds me of my dad.

i called my mom, she answers right away. "hey mom, how's everything?" i asked. "everything is fine, i am the doctors right now" she said. "do we get to find out the gender?!!" i asked. "i want it to be a surprise, for you guys. i know it but you'll find out soon." she said. "i really hope its a girl." i said. "me too but dont tell kian that" she laughed.

we continued talking for a while, which made me forget i was still sitting on the bench outside of school. i get up and walked to my car. i get in drove home.

usually when i get home i would sleep but today i don't feel like it. i lay my bag on the floor and walked into the kitchen. i start cleaning the few dishes in the sink, i put on my music on shuffle. i put on Bad Reputation by shawn mendes. i'd die if i ever get to meet him. IN LOVE WITH HIM.

i start singing along to the music, i walk into the living room cleaning up the mess on the couch. one i finished i walked back in the kitchen, i look at the time. 4:39 pm. i go to the gym around 5. woah you go to the gym? well yeah i started last week. i prepare my water with lemon, then putting it in the fridge.

i run upstairs to change into my nike tights, with nike sports bra and my shoes. i grab my phone and jog down the stairs. i grab my water and keys and left.

i start driving to the gym, which isn't a long drive. i park and quickly walk in. while i was working on abs my phone starts ringing. "hello" i said out of breath. not looking at who's calling. "woah why are you out of breath?" he asked. i roll my eyes and look at who's calling, jack. "what jack." i said. "where are you?" he asked. "the gym? why?" i said. "why are you at the gym?" he asked.

"idk im trying to be more fit." i said. "but you ar—" i cut him off. "shut up jack your my boyfriend you suppose to say nice things" i laugh. "but gotta go, my personal trainer is waiting." i said. "that personal trainer better not be a guy bc ill beat the shit out of him if he looks at you." he said. "bye jack love you" i chuckle.

i hang up and continued working out.

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