Jerk

chapter six

i walk up the stairs to kians room. i walk in his room to see him looking at old pictures.

"kian dont do that to yourself." i said, knowing he is very sensitive with it comes to pictures of our past.

"i lost dad, i cant lose you jenn." he said crying. i start to cry, i run to his bed and attacked him in a hug. "youll never lose me" i said. "i love you kian, im sorry for acting the way i did." i said.

"dont say sorry, i have been an awful brother." he cried. "shut up kian i was mad. your an amazing brother" i said "you'll always be my number one" i smile.

"so i saw your story.. is it true? are you guys dating?" he asked. "yes kian, this is my first boyfriend kian. please respect that" i sighed. "i do. im sorry for saying that to you." he said.

"your just one heck of a protective brother" i laugh. "only bc i don't want you hurt" he hugs me.

kian and i always have arguments but doesn last one day. we have always bonded since we were younger. hes the man of this family now. which i do understand why he is being very protective.

"kian, do you think thibgs would have changed if alicia didnt kill herself? like would I actually have friends?" i sighed.

"jenn you have friends, you have me and the guys and jordyn. you dont have to be shy. be same girl you were when alicia was here, bc she sure would want that." he smiled. i nodded.

the old me, was really nice and didnt care about what people said about me. the old me would confront people if they had something to say about me.

starting from now on, im going to change. but im not going to be a bitch. ill stay the same but somethings would change.

"well im going to sleep, love you idot." I said. "goodnight love you asshole" he said. I chuckle and walked out his room. i walk down the stairs into my room.

i see a text message from jack and jordyn.

jack ❤️: i talked to the guys just now in the groupchat, wondering if you and kian would like to go to our beach house tomorrow around 5 in the morning? just get there early. 
jenn: of course we would like to, what about jordyn?
jack ❤️: i texted her asking her and she said yeah unless you go
jenn: i will & thank you for the invite. 😘
jack ❤️: no problem cutie 😚

I chuckled and looked at jordyns message.

Jordyn 💅🏼💖: jack invited me to their beach house, you in??
jenn: yeah i just texted him but im really tired so ill text you tomorrow! wait do you want me to drive you?
Jordyn 💅🏼💖: yes please! my car has no gas :((
jenn: alright see ya tomorrow!

after that i fell asleep. which didn't take so long since i was so tired.

*next morning."

last night i didnt get to pack, so i told kian yo wake up early and pack. its currently 3:30 am. wow, i know.

i pack my bathing suits and clothes. i didnt know what type of shoes to bring so I brought my high too white converse and some flats.

i checked the time, 4:15. i should take a shower now, i walk to my bathroom and showered, then brushed my teeth. once I finished i walked to my make up table and did my usual make up.

i change into black high waisted shorts with my white crop top which was tight on me. i slip on my converse. then i sprayed perfume, then deodorant.

kian walks in my room, "you ready? the guys are outside" he said. "yeah but im driving with jordyn" i said picking up my bad and my phone and my purse.

"why? the guys could have taken you?" he said. "i kinda wanna drive." I shrugged. he nodded, we both head out and walked downstairs. my mom doesnt mind that were leaving bc she is always at work and she doesnt want us to stay home all the time.

we both walk out and i lock the door. "here let me take that" i hear jack say. "why thank you" i smile, he kisses my cheek. "actually can you bring it to my car im picking up jordyn." i said. "why not come in our car ?" he asked.

"I wanted to drive and you learn the way to your beach house" i said. he nodded.

i got in my car and drove of to jordyns house with the guys following me behind. i beep twice, and instantly i felt bad bc its 5 in the mornings and people are asleep. she comes running to me, "I need help!!" she laughed. i turn of my car and walked back with her.

"woah! this is all yours??" I asked, bc there was at least three bags. "yeah I always come prepared duh" she said.

I chuckle and helped her bring the bags, her bags was pretty heavy even bc i was carrying two. the bags ended up winning which caused me to fall. i laugh, "help!! they have defeated me!!" i scream out. i see jack running out the car laughing, he carries the bags and brings them to my car.

"thanks" i smiled, he kisses my forehead and nods. jordyn and i both get in the car, i let the guys go ahead so i could follow them.

jack sent me the address so it wasn't like i wss going to get lost.

after a good two hours we made it, the whole car ride was just us singing and talking about random things.

i park in the drive way, "wow this is beautiful" i smiled. the beach was literally behind the house, the house is huge. i go the trunk to get my bags and jordyns. kian comes and helps me, i smile.

jack comes from behind and wraps his arms around my waist. "you guys made up?" he asked. "yeah, we may might but i love my brother no matter what happens." i said.

he kisses my cheek, "thats good." he said. we both walk into the house and may i say, this house is BEAUTIFUL.

i set my bags down and looked around. "you like?" jack asked. i nodded and smiled.

after looking around the guys went out to get breakfast, i didnt want anything. i lay on the couch and took a nap.