Jerk

chapter seven

i wake up from my nap, to see no one inside. i groaned and got up. i look in the kitchen, no one. then i see a note on the counter, from jack.

"we went to the beach, we didnt want to wake you do just meet us when you wake up.
                   ~jack"

i read out loud, i walk towards the door to get my bags but they werent there. i go upstairs and looked in each room until i found mine, which i was going to share with jack.

i pick up my bikini, it was all black and had straps, the bottom part had gold on the sides. I quickly put that on, and put my long shirt dress. i slip on some sandals, then grabbed my phone.

also my beach bag with tanning oil and sunscreen, incase they forgot. i walk out the room and ran down the stairs. i slowly open the back door and walked down the stairs.

everyone was outside having fun, well the boys, jordyn was tanning.

i lay on top of jordyn to see what she would say, "GET OFF ME DOUCHE BAGS" she yelled. i laugh and got off, "it was me" I continue to laugh.

she glared at me and laughed. i put on my tanning oil and laid my towel on the ground. once I finish I lay the towel to tan.

after i tanned I decided to get in the water, the water was a little cold so screamed. the guys laughed, i see kian and jack look at each other an smirk.

"oh hell no" i said running away. but they soon catched up to me and pick me up. "GUYS STOP ITS COLD!!" i yelled, but thats when i was dropped in the water. i get back up and glared at them. "i hate you guys" i said fixing my hair.

"you love us" kian smirked. i stick my tongue at him and he does it back, I laughed. Jack swims towards me and whispers in my ear, "you look beautiful but to much is showing, nothing the boys should see" he said covering them.

"jack shut up" I chuckle. he laughs, he starts to splash water at me so i did it back.

once the guys started to get out, i walked behind them. matt walks up to me hugs me, "hey girl" he said. "hey boy" I chuckle.

"how come i had to find out over snapchat that you and jack are a thing?" he asked. "bc its was late and i couldnt text you, plus me and kian had to fix things after that fight we had" i said.

"its okay I understand" he hugs me again. "i love you, kiddo" he smiled. "love you to amigo" i laugh.

i turn around to see jack, he looked at me and turned around. what the fuck. "well what are we gonna do now?" I asked. "i honestly dont know i guess just chill around the house" he shrugged.

"ima go take a shower, so peace" i said. he nodded and i walked inside. i see jack on the couch using his phone.

i sat next to him, but he moved away from me. "what the fuck?" i said. I moved closer to him but he got up. "can you just fucking leave me alone." he said walking away.

"alright actually I will. ill pack my bags and leave if you'd like." i said which made tears form in my eyes. "i dont care just leave me alone." he said.

i got up and ran the room were i was going to sleep in, i change into sweats and a tank top. i put my bikini in a plastic bag, i grab my bag and went downstairs.

i pick up my phone and keys from the counter, which made jack look up. he looked at me and his eyes softened. "i didnt me-" he said but i cut him off.

"fuck you" i said. i walked out and got in my car. I threw my bag in the back and drove off. i see the guys come through the front door yelling for me.

my first relationship and its already fucked. why do you think i was always single. i dont know why i ever decided to do this. i dont even know why hes mad.

i hear my phone read but i ignored it. i dont want to deal with anyone right now.

its currently 8:30, i have about two hours to go. the only thing that can keep jack out of my mind is to blast some music.

after two long hours i finally made it home. my mom's car wasnt home so im guessing shes working or went out. i walk to the door and threw my bag on the ground.

i check my phone to see 10 calls from kian, 28 texts messages from kian. 55 calls from jack, 107 texts messages from jack. jordyn called me twice but im guessing she wants me to have some space.

I decided to read some of the messgaes from kian and jack.

kian🤑🙄: jenn come back please
kian🤑🙄: jack didnt mean to hurt you, he just got a little jealous.

jack❤️: i fucked up completely.
jack ❤️: ill admit it, i was jealous of matt. they way you guys bond and how much he cares for you. i wish i never said that to you.
jack ❤️: im sorry please forgive me.

I don't know why jack would be jealous of matt, hes my bestfriend. jack is my boyfriend, well I still think he is. i love both of them equally, i think if im alone this weekend i will have time to think.

so i texted him back,

jenm: i know what you did was stupid, jack this relationship means everything to me. its my first relationship. wow i know its weird but i was scared to hurt. my dad would always protect me from boys, but im on my own so. just give me time, stay with the guys tell kian I need time. bye jack.

i sent it and then i began to cry. i need to get it together, so i turn of my phone completely. i put it away and just on the couch and turn on my computer.

netflix was all i got for this weekend. i start to watch grey's anatomy. then i started to think, i should dye my hair.

nothing exotic or anything, maybe ill just completely dye my hair blonde, even though my hair is blonde. my roots are brown, i look for a good place to do my hair.

i finally found a place, it opens at 9:30 tomorrow morning. i go upstairs and walked into my room and just laid down looking at my ceiling.