I.S.O.L.A.T.E.D

I.S.O.L.A.T.E D ~ Aint 2 Proud 2 Beg~

        I heard the door slam shut and the staris creeking and I backed up into the wall and started shaking again , I wanted to grab something and bash her in the head. " Ohhh Avanna , don't be upset sweetie " she says dargging the knife across the wall, " Leave me alone!" I yell at her with my face all bloody , ": How could I stay away your my daughter , you mean to much to me" she says going closer and closer to me. " Please , I just want to be left alone! , your crazy! , how could you do this to me , to my mom!?" I say standing up and taking a stand , " because , your mom had everything I didn't , she had it all , I could never have kids!" she yells swinging the knife at me , I dunk and roll over and look at her , " I am not your tragidy! , your controlling me , I pray to god to have mercy on your soul"  I say flarring my nossterls.

  I fainted and after that I dont remeber anything.  I woke up that next morning to my brother in his crib and the sun above the horizon , i didn't wanna go to school because I knew that I would be stalked , or asked too many questions , I get ready and take a really good shower , cleaning my cuts and putting some type of cream on them. I get dressed and look at my brother thinking of his safety. I breath out and think as hard as I could. It came to me , I could ask Lukes mother to watch him , im pretty sure she would take good care of him. I pick him up and he wakes up and spits up bubbles and streching out and I smile. I get him a bath and get him dressed and pack him some stuff. " Dont worry little brother , I wont let nothing happen to you" I say kissing his hands softly and I walk out the house and put him in the car and buckle him up.

   I take one good look at the house im in and roll my eyes and get in the car and drive off. I park in the drive way and look at the house and take him out the car. I knock on the door and step back down two steps to keep my distance away from this strangers door.  " Yes? , can I help you darling?" she says with a big smile , she was beautiful , very nice looking , " Yeah , I was wondering if you could watch my little brother untill school is over with ," I ask with a raspy voice , then I clear it " , umm darling , were do you live?" she asks and she steps outside the door , " I live in that house" I point to it , and I look down and she has a bad stare , " Oh honey , is that why you have cuts on your face!" she says holding my cheeks , " y-yeah , my name is Avanna " I say with tears in ym eyes , as soon as I sayb that Luke comes out yelling my name " Avanna! , Avanna!" he says hugging my waist , he was only 10 years old and yet so short " Hey Luke , she didnt get you did she" I say looking at him , " No! , but my mom wouldn't believe me!" he says pointing to his mom.

   " Oh so your Avanna! " she says , " I never knew you to be in high school" she says with her arms crossed. I nod and look at her again , " Mom you have to watch her brother! , they live in that house , I made a promise to keep her safe" he says tugging on his moms shirt ," Alright! , alright!"  i'll watch him okay , for you hun" she says taking him into the house with a smile, I breath in and smile and give Luke a big hug , " thanks little buddy , " I say , " your welcome , and trust me i'll always be here no matter what" he says with a smile and backing into the house.

  I backed away and walked to my car and got in it and drove off as I saw him waving bye. I breathed out and drove faster. I pulled into the parking lot and everyone stopped and recognized the car and surrounded it. I rolled up my windows and got out the car and everyone turned to each other , and whispered as I walked into the school. " Chica!" yells a voice I know , " Oh my god Chica! Avanna!" she yells and hugs me tightly with Romelo right behind me hugging me tight , " We thought you were dead!" she says holding my shoulders , " You scared us , I was so afraid" Romelo says , " i'm fine , I promise" I say holding her hand. She nods and then notices the cuts on my face and arms , " Hold up! , Avanna!" she yells snatching my arm as I tried to hide it , " Did she cut you!?" she asks squeezing the living hell out of my arm. " Y-yes! , why?!" I say trying to get out of  her grip . " that's not okay! , she's hurting you! , you need to call the police! , your getting hurt!" she says causing a scene , " Avanna ,. you can't be hiding this from us , you have to be open with us" Romelo says , " I am! open , I just , I haven't been as open , I didn't want you guys to  worry about me" I say , " well! , that was a fail! , cause that's exactly what  you caused us too do" she yells at me , she's trying prove her point , and I see where she's getting at, but I didn't want to seem weak. " Avanna! " someone yells , I turn and it was Prince running toward me and he hugs me so tight knocking the wind out of me , " Avanna! , thank god your okay" he says holding me so tightly.

     I held him back burring my face in his chest. " I missed you , but as you can see im fine" I say trying to hide my cuts from him. " Avanna , look at me please" he says holding his hands on my cold face , " what the hell happened to your face!?" he says yelling and causing another scene , " I , I " I say speechless , and then Raquel cuts in. " Ms. James cut her on the face and arms" she says pulling my arms from the crossed position. " Avanna! , this is not okay , why are you hiding this from us?" he asking me shaking his head , " We are here for a reason , we are here to get you threw this , and you not going to call nobody to let someone know she was hurting you like this!" he says. I put my head down and tears fell , I felt bad , having everyone on my back about my safety , it's not like I aint to proud to beg , but I didn't want them worrying. I hugged them all and began to cry. " I appreciate you all , and with out you all , I wouldn't be here other than my mom , im sorry I should be more open with you guys like im suppose too" I say and looking at them and the bell rings. " It's okay Avanna , we are here for you , just try to stay open with us !"says Romelo hugging me Chica! and next time this happens imma call the police my damn self!" she says walking off with Romelo.

  I laughed and walked off with Prince to my first period class , and the whole time I was quite , everyone would whisper and talking behind my back and laugh , but I was with Prince , we both have lifes of hell and hate , but that's not gonna get me all upset , I have a life to live and I aint to proud to beg for help , but it's my one and only time im gonna get help like this.