I.S.O.L.A.T.E.D

I.S.O.L.A.T.E.D ~Crooked Smile~

    I sat in the car on the way to Ms.James house , filed with hurt and disparre , I didn't want this to happen , where was I at when this happened anyways! , I keep asking myself the same question , I feel like crap , my head is spinning , my heart is full of hate and hurt , love is no longer the option. Me as my fathers child , I know when to take matters into my own hands , and thats what I plan to do.

   We pulled up  and got out the car. " Now Avanna  I have a room for the baby , take him up there and i'll order pizza okay" she says grabbing my bag. I nodded and grabbed the baby and went upstairs , she had a decent house  not what im use too , but it was nice and clean and modern. I unbukcled antonio , and he started opening his eyes and spitting up bubbles.

I smiled and whiped his lips as he looked at me and pulled a tiny smile I knew he could do it. I put him in the rocking crib and started to rock him from side to side. It was so cute how he spit up bubbles , he kept trying to reach for the starts that was spinning in the sky. I started to drift off. " Hey Avanna! , sweetie I have your stuff " she yelled , she put my suitcase down in the baby's room and why in the baby's room?. I looked at her and gave her a glare and started to studie her. I unpakced some of my things and started to write in my notebook. 

  My phone rang , it was Prince. All I remeber was to answer the phone, " Hello?"  , "Hey Avanna , is everything alright ?" he askes , " Yeah everything is fine , we just got into the house ," I say , " And the baby?" he askes , " Yeah he is entertaning himself" I say with a laugh , " Well im glad your okay now , am I able to see you tomorrow?" he askes  " I don't know yet , im still in the illusion of this bullshit , and it's bothering me" I say , " oh well , ill try my best to get over there , I need to see you without the hospital things on" he says , " Yeah and maybe you will , but iv'e kinda grown suspicious of Ms.James , she's giving me a vibe" I say squiniting my eyes looking out the window.

" Well why , she seemed nice when i met her , she wokrs a TrunkFit" he says , " Yeah , but it's how shes acting , and I dont know , every once in a while she tends to get a little crazy" I say looking around the rokm just meddling with things. " Well just , dont look at her , if she makes you feel that way , dont make eye contact" he says with a raspy voice , he clears his throat , " Yeah , im just thinking crazy , I gotta stop , maybe your right" I say smiling and still pacing the room , I couldn't sit still , I stood by the window looking at her pay for the pizza with that smile of hers. " Yeah , Avanna , i'll see you tomorrow , alright promise" he says , " yeah , ill see you tomorrow" I say.

He hangs up fast and I start wondering about him too. It bothers me. I sit next to the baby and he is fast asleep , I lay down next to him holding him close and kiss his head. I know how I feel , and this is not okay  , something was going on and I knew I had to figure it out , one way or another , because everyonce in a while , anyone can have a crooked smile.