ENTRY #08 - No one
Wala pang 7 pm ay nakaayos nako para sa usapan namin ni Xander ngayon pero wala akong balak pumunta ng maaga.
Hell no!
He should wait for me. I'm not the one who'll wait for him. I won't do that. Tapos nako sa pagpapakatanga ko sa kanya 6 years ago. Now, gusto ko siya naman ang magpakatanga sakin.
I continuously surveyed myself in front of the mirror to make the time pass by. I am wearing a seductive maroon dress emphasizing my figure and cleavage because of its sexy cut. And I also partnered it with my lacy black high heeled shoes. I curled my hair and made sure that my make-up was well done. I am prettier than his girlfriend. I'm far more pretty than that Trisha!
'Hey Xhyril! Why are you competing with that b*tch? You don't need ro compete or compare yourself to a piece of trash! You're far away better than her. So stop competing with that good for nothing b*tch.' My subconscious mind hits me.
I smiled to myself in front of the mirror. Then suddenly I heard my phone rang. It was Xander.
Hindi ko sinagot.
It's already past 7 pm, siguro ay kanina pa siya naghihintay sa Gellatos. Well, he should wait for me. Dapat lang!
Kinuha ko na yung purse ko at naglakad na palabas condo ko. Wala pang 15 minutes ay nakarating na agad ako sa Gellatos. It's already past 8 in the evening.
Malayo palang ay tanaw na na tanaw ko na ang pamilyar na pigura ni Xander mula sa glass window ng resto-bar. Sumandal muna ako sa hood ng sasakyan ko at nakangiting nakatingin sa kanya. He looks tensed up. Paulit ulit niyang tinitingnan ang wristwatch niya at lingon ng lingon sa mga taong pumapasok sa glass door. I am enjoying seeing him that way.
No. Scratch that. I like the way he act like that knowing that he has a girlfriend.
Why it's very easy for you to cheat, Xander? How can you do that? Dahil ba alam mong mahal na mahal ka at hindi ka kayang mawala kaya masyado kanang kampante?
Why it is very easy for you to break someone's heart? And you don't even care? How the f*ck can you do that? Are you that heartless? If that so, then let me give you the dose of your own medicine.
Naglakad na ako papunta sa entrance door ng Gellatos. Pagpasok ko palang ay naagaw ko na agad ang attention ng karamihan ganon din ang atensyon ni Xander na napatayo pa habang nakatitig sa kabuuan ko. Mabilis siyang nagtungo sa lugar kung nasan ako ng magpanggap akong hindi ko siya nakita.
"Isay..." bigkas niya ng makalapit na siya sakin.
"Who's Isay, Xander? It's Xhyril."
He cleared his throat at saglit munang nag iwas ng tingin sakin. "Uh... yeah. I'm sorry, my bad. Xhyril. Anyway, I'm glad you came. Akala ko hindi kana darating." Aniya saka niya ako iginaya sa bandang sulok ng resto-bar kung saan siya nakaupo kanina habang hinihintay ako.
Saka lang ako sumagot ng nakaupo na kami. "Why would I do that? I'm the one wjo set this meet-up, remember? "
"Yeah.." he just simply answered. Nakatitig lang siya sa mukha ko. As if it wad the first time he saw me. I don't know what he's thinking. And I don't even know if it's longing and sadness that I am seeing in his eyes. Why do you keep on making things hard for me, Xander? Damn you! Stop being an actor. You can't fool me again.
"Why are you looking at me like that? Is there someting wrong with my face?" I asked him mockingly while arching my brow.
Halata namang natauhan siya at saka mabilis na nag-iwas ng tingin sakin. "I'm sorry." Saka naman siya napapahiyang nagbaba ng tingin.
