Finding Someone To Love (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter 12- The Secrets Behind The Girl

[A/N: THIS CHAPTER IS GRAPHIC IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE IT PLEASE SKIP IT]

Ashley's POV

After a few hours of sleeping I wake up hoping Louis was still in the room. I lean up smiling  but saw my brother in the chair and my smile quickly dropped. he must have noticed because he put his book down and looked at me," Louis won't be back for a while....he's looking for a gift.....for Eleanor" I didn't say anything I just layed back down. He was the last person I wanted to see. he doesn't get up but he says," I know you're mad but please eat....try to eat before it gets cold" I just push the plate away letting him know I'm not hungry," you haven't eaten anything since yesterday....you need to eat" I don't say anything I just turn around and  close my eyes wishing he would go away. he gets out of his chair and he walks over to me," Ashley EAT...I'm NOT playing your games anymore." I didn't respond and he turns my body around forcefully which caused me to panic and i spit on his face. He slaps me really hard," fine you don't want to eat that's on you" he picks up the plate and walks out the room. I don't know why but something in me snapped after he left.

I got out of bed and started throwing and tossing stuff in my room. I locked the door so nobody would disturb me. I was punching the wall, I threw my lamp. Liam, Niall, Zayn, and Harry started banging on my door noticing that I locked it. I needed out of this place. I looked at the window and was punchiing it non-stop. They're trying to break open the door now and I keep hitting the window harder and harder. Until finally my hand broke a glass and at that moment the door burst open. My hand was in the window and a piece was in my vain and I was bleeding non-stop. Niall and Zayn rushed over to me and got my hand out the window. they took me to the hospital while Liam and Harry stayed behind.

Louis's POV

It was Nightfall and I have been at the park all day reading the book and I can't stop crying. She's kept so much to herself. She has been going through alot since Liam and all of us left. She was kicked off the cheerleading team because of the new captian "felt" she wasn't needed anymore, She got a job but quickly lost it because her manager wasn't treating her fairly, she was dealing with abuse at home there was a line that sent chills down my spine so much

[ My mother got re-married and he is the reason she can't stop drinking. She takes her anger and frustration on me by throwing things at me. As for the step-father he would always find a reason to "punish" me. Little do they know after the constant hits he touches me in places that makes me feel uncomfortable. After a while I stopped struggling because I felt dead inside already. Liam was gone and I wish he was here to help me. I knew he would and Louis. My father started to go alittle further  when my mother went back to working late. The touching went to fingering and that quickly changed when he came home with mom wasted. He woke me up in the middle of the night and snatched my clothes off and got on top of me with my mother there watching and smiling while i was crying and shouting. She quickly got bored and wanted to join in so she grabbed her toy and he flipped me over so she could "join in" . I was In so much pain and felt so lost and hopeless afterwards, death itself would have been less painful.]

She lost so much and locked her words in. That's why she acts the way she does, she feels she can't trust anybody...not even alittle. I saw that I had a missed call from Liam and a voicemail. I checked the voicemail and my eyes went wide and dropped the phone. I quickly turned the car on and drove to the hospital as fast as i could. I got out the car and rushed over to where the others were.

Me: WHAT HAPPENED?

Niall: sh....she snapped....I don't know why

Me: w..why? she was fine when I saw her

Liam: it's my fault (in a low voice) me and her got into it and I got upset and smacked her ......then that's what happened after I left the room

Kiera and Dani: LIAM

Niall: ARE YOU SERIOUS?

Me: WHAT THE HELL LIAM? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID....YOU JUST ADDED MORE TO HER PAIN SHE ALREADY HAD

Liam: What pain? she won't even talk? she's probably looking for attention

Me: *punches Liam on the cheek*

Harry: *runs and holds Louis back*

Everyone: talking at once  yelling at louis

Me: *loud and over powers the yelling* YOUR SISTER HAS BEEN THROUGH HELL AND TRIED TO HOLD HER DAMN HEAD UP...INSTEAD OF ACCUSING WHY DON'T YOU TRY GETTING TO KNOW HER *Throws the book at him*

Liam: what is this? *not even looking up*

Me: THAT RIGHT THERE HOLDS THE ANSWERS TO YOUR QUESTIONS

Liam: HOW CAN A BOOK HOLD THE ANSWER

Me: NOT JUST A BOOK......LOOK AT THE AUTHOR

Liam: *takes a minute to look and doesn't see anything then looks in the back*.......wh...what?...are you serious?

Me: *sighs* she wrote down what she couldn't talk about...it's her life story and from what I read so far she has a reason to act the way she does.

Nurse: *walks over* excuse me are any of you related to Ms. Payne

Me: we all are....can we see her?

Nurse: well one at a time but she's sleeping and don't know when she will wake up...it's up to her willing to want to live. *walks away*

Me: *fall to my knees and cries* no....she........she has to

Liam: *puts his face to his knees and cries* sh....she can't give up

Dani: *holding kiera and lexie* she will make it i know she will *tears in eyes*