A L E X
The window slowly rolled down and an unfamiliar face of a woman appeared. She was waiting for us.
Javier's face automatically brightened upon seeing her.
I took a step back. Gusto ko nang tumakas but I bumped into Gracie.
It's like my entire world has collapsed leaving me, the only one standing alone.
It's like my heart have been torn and ripped apart.
like a huge flame has burnt through everything I believed in.
I can't breathe. Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang ganito. I hate myself for feeling this way.
The moment our eyes met, she gave me a sweet smile and I feel bad for faking a smile in return.
Pagpasok ni Javier, saglit siyang napatigin sa magandang babaeng nasa tabi niya saka siya napangiti and I must admit, ANG SAKIT! Parang may kung anong kirot ang naramdaman ko sa loob ko.
Parang gusto ko nalang maglaho na parang bula.
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G R A C I E
I was observing Alexa this whole time.
Nakikita ko sakaniya ang sarili ko noong mga panahong si Irene pa ang may hawak ng puso ni Ramon.
I can feel her pain. Alam kong mahirap ang pinagdadaanan niya ngayon especially now that she has to face the woman who's taking her place in Javier's life.
She kept on biting her lower lip. I know she's about to break out but still trying her best not to let it show.
Siguro nga hindi pa talaga ngayon ang tamang panahon para magharap silang dalawa.
Naguguilty akong pinilit ko siyang sumama ngayon.
Parang ako ang naiiyak habang pinagmamasdan ko siya. She's filled with pain. Alam ko yun.
Wala na yung dating masayahing Alexang kilala ko.
Alam nyo kung anong gusto kong gawin ngayon??
Gusto kong sunggaban at sakalin si Javier for doing this!
