one opportunity.

thirty eight.

A/N: Johnson's POV.

"calm down. you're okay. I'm right here destiny. you're okay." I said.

I don't know what happened but she was having an anxiety attack and screamed Taylor's name.
finally she got calmed down and was ready to talk to me. "okay, what happened?" I asked.
"i-I was looking at pictures and I started remembering everything. I do remember everything. I remember the pictures and when and where they were took. I remember Nash and me. I remember why we broke up. I remember that I was going to have a kid. I remember I had a miscarriage. I really do remember everything. then I seen the picture of all of us the other day. then I-I remember the night if the crash. i sat on my bed as brought my knees up to my chest and closed my eyes. I remember what it felt like. I remember the glass going everywhere. I remember looking at Taylor and blood going down his head. I remembered what happened then I dot know what happened. then I screamed for Taylor and started crying kicking and screaming." she said while crying again. "hey don't cry. I'm here. you'll be okay. you remember everything though. so just calm down. and lay down. i will be right there. I promise. I'll be here till you wake up." I told her and I held her. she nodded and we laid down. I just sat there and waited on her to fall asleep. I was holding her while she was falling asleep.

when she finally fell asleep, I ran my fingers through her hair. I was messing with her hair the whole time. I was also thinking. she remembered everything so that means I just have to give her a little more time before I talk to her about earlier.
around two hours passed before she started moving around which means she was waking up. she was facing me so I seen her flutter her eyes open really fast. my arms were still around her. "goodmorn-" I said. I couldn't get it all out because she kissed me. I pushed her away a little and looked at her with a grin on my face. "well, goodmorning to you also. an um the doors open. just thought you should know that." I said. she got up really fast and shut the door. the guys knew to knock before entering I guess. "where were we?" she asked. "I think I know where." i said getting up. I put my hands around her waist and looked at her. "so about earlier." I said. "we can try. I have my memory back." she said before kissing me. she parted her lips because she knew I was going to ask eventually. we both fell on the bed. I flipped us so I was on top of her. "god, you're so beautiful." I said in between kisses. she started tugging on my hair which made me moan a little. then she pushed me off of her. she got up and went to her closet. "what the hell?!" I said. "what?" she asked. "what was that for?" I asked while walking up to her. "a little tease. you didn't think I was going it have sex with you right away did you?" she asked grinning. "no but maybe I wasn't done kissing you?" I said laughing. "well, sorry. I need a shower." she said winking. "wow. you little tease." I said. she just laughed. she grabbed clothes and went in the bathroom locking it behind her. wow. I just got teased. while she was in the shower I went to Taylor's room.
"so why did she scream my name again?" he asked. I sat down and told him everything. "so she remembers everything. even that I'm with her sister?" he asked me. I nodded and got up. "I gotta go. she needs something. she texted me." I said. taylor said alright and hollered for Gilinsky. I walked over to the bathroom and knocked. "yesssss?" destiny said holding out the 's'. "it's me." I said. she unlocked the door and let me in. I closed the door behind me.  she was finishing her makeup. she wore a black tanktop, a blue flannel, black leggings and her white low top converse. her hair was down and air drying. "you done yet?" I asked while wrapping my arms around her waist. "yeah I have eyeliner and eyeshadow to do." she said. I spun her around. she gave me her grin and spun back around. she put on her eyeshadow. then her eyeliner. finally she was done. she started putting her makeup away and picking the bathroom up. I helped her I put the towels and her old clothes in the laundry basket while she put her makeup done.

when we walked out, we went to her room. she flopped onto her bed waiting on me to lay with her. so I did the same thing she did but I landed on my stomach. she curled up next to me and was just rambling about what she remembered. "hey, can you scratch my back? pleaseeeee!" I asked cause my back started itching really badly. she said yeah and I took off my shirt. I laid back down and she started scratching my back. it felt so good. "scratch in between my shoulder blades please." I said. she said okay and started scratching again. it felt like heaven.  "okay. I'm good. you don't have to anymore. thank you though!" I said. "you're welcome!" she said. then I sat up and was getting my shirt. "ahhh! My is itching again!" I practically screamed. I laid down really fast and she started scratching my back again. "you know you're really good at this. I feel like 110 times better." I told her "well thank you I guess?" she said. then she scratched one spot so I like turned around really quickly cause it tickled when she did that. "what the fuck was that?" she asked while laughing her ass off. "it tickled." I said frowning at her. "oh I'm sorry jack." she said coming closer to me. I got up and stood there 'being mad'. "I'm sorry! I couldn't help but laugh!" she yelled. "shhhhhh everyone's sleeping it's 2 in the morning." I said cause she was being really loud. "okay. but seriously I'm sorry." she said while closing her door so no one could hear us. "give me a hug and I'll feel better." I said pouting like a little kid again. "okay fine. come here jack." she said in a 'baby' voice. I walked over to her and she hugged me really tight. "catch me!" she screamed before she jumped. she was facing me so it was a reverse piggy back ride. she put her hands around my neck while I was holding her waist. she looked at me and smiled really big. "feel better?" she asked. "yes actually I do." I said smiling. "good." she said before leaning in. her hands cupped my face and my arms pulled her body closer to mine. I started walking backwards and we fell on the bed. she flipped us so she was on the bottom. she unwrapped her legs and let go of my face. I grabbed her hands and held them to the sides of her. I started kissing her jawline and her collarbone. then I kissed her lips again and got off of her. "two can play at this game Harris." I said grinning.
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