Hell in my eyes!

Hell in my eyes! [Chapter 20: I'm lying to myself.]

I woke up in the morning only to realize I was in his arms. My head was on his chest and I could hear his heartbeat like a sweet melody to my ears. I missed this feeling, it’s a really warm inside.

‘’Good morning beautiful.’’ He said and I lifted my head from his chest to look him in the eyes.

‘’Morning.’’ I said smiling.

‘’How did you sleep?’’ He asked me while getting out of the bed.

‘’Peacefully, I was so tired!’’ I admitted lying back down on the soft pillow.

‘’Why?’’ He asked playfully opening the wardrobe.

‘’You ask like you don’t know. You are the one to blame for me feeling still tired.’’ I said and he smirked while picking two white T-shirts and shorts.

‘’Wear these to move around the house.’’ He said giving me the clothes.

‘’Can I stay in bed a little more? I’m really tired.’’ I stated. He moves towards the bed and kissed down my forehead. He looked deep into my eyes before he cupped my cheek and kissed me.

‘’You can stay for a whole year, I don’t care.’’ He said smiling with that killer smile of his.

Did I heard right? Did he just say that I can live with him? Lucky! I have to act to the best of my skills.

‘’Oh, really?’’ I said smirking playfully, wrapping my arms around his neck.

He opened his mouth to speak but I silenced him with my lips on his kissing him passionately. I played with his hair while kissing him and he was teasing that sweet spot on my neck with his hands. That man knows everything that turns me on and I like it. I like it a lot and that’s what I’m afraid of. I’m afraid of forget why I’m here, for who I’m doing all these things, it’s for Alex. At least that’s what I keep telling myself, hoping that actually I’ll believe it because I feel like I’m lying to myself.

‘’I want more but I have to open the shop.’’ He said between kissing.

‘’Oh, really?’’ I said pushing him down on the bed never leaving his lips.He straddled me and touched me all over while kissing. He licked my right nipple and teased the other one. A moan escaped my lips before he kissed me again. And then he did something I wasn’t waiting, he got up and opened the door.

‘’I would love to play with you my kitten but I have to make breakfast.’’ He said closing the door while smiling. I threw my pillow at him but the door was already closed behind him. I got up from the bed and went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth with one new toothbrush he had. Lucky! And I went in the bathtub. The warm water against my body felt refreshing. After my bath I dried my body and my hair and stepped back inside the bedroom where I got dressed quickly. I opened the door and went to the kitchen, he was making coffee. Without making any noise, I went behind him and put my hands around his waist, my head on his back. ‘’Coffee?’’ He asked.

‘’Yeah.’’ I answered without leaving him. I kissed his back even though he was dressed and sat down in front of the table. He gave me my coffee and he sat down too.

‘’I don’t have much time left so you are free to make breakfast if you want.’’ He said while I was looking my cup of coffee. I took a sip from it. Damn, even coffee from him seems exotic.

‘’Okay.’’ I answered before I opened my mouth to speak again. ‘’Um… Can I come by your work place later?’’ I asked slightly embarrassed for asking something like that.

When I was him looking at me smiling my cheek turned red and I looked at my coffee again like it was the most interesting thing in the whole world.‘’Of course.’’ He said and I smiled back at him.

After ten minutes or so he got dressed and left, leaving me alone in his house.