Hell in my eyes!

Hell in my eyes! [Chapter 40: Epilogue]

Trisha’s POV

He started kissing my neck. I laced my hands in his hair as he sucked on my sweet spot. He pulled away and kissed my lips. His hand moved down to below my breasts and he rubbed there making me moan.  One of his hands moved behind my back and unclasped my bra.... Suddenly the limo started and moved. Lucian pulled away and growled. I reached behind my back and clasped the bra back up. Lucian put his tux back on and I slid the dress on over my head making him mumble.

"So damn close." I giggled at his pissed off tone.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"Well my mother wanted me to go to Paris... But I don't like going up there much. The only times I ever did it was to see Aaron. And plus I know my family and I used to go out to this cabin. So we're going there..." He said I nodded and sat in the seat next to him.

I rested my head on his shoulder and he kissed the top of my head. I started to drift off. After hours I felt someone pick me up and a door slam.I was sat down on something soft with pillows. I squeezed one closer to me and breathed in the smell of fabric softener. I fell asleep again. After some time I felt butterfly kisses, they were placed down my arm. 

"My love you need to wake up." I heard Lucian whisper in my ear as soon as he said that he went back to kissing me. I knew I was still in my wedding dress, and I very well knew that I was ruining it but I could care less...I pretended to be asleep still and I turned around and snuggled into Lucian's bare chest. "Come on baby, wake up." He said kissing me. I felt him pick up a stray piece of my hair and moving it out of my face. I felt his arms go under me and he hugged me tightly.

"I love you and you probably won't hear me but I love you." Lucian said in my hair.

"I love you too." I said pulling my head away from his chest. I felt him intake a breath and he froze.

"Do you mean it or are you just screwing with me here?" He asked me with a serious tone.

"If I didn't mean it I would be back at our old apartment or working, probably sipping a cup of coffee reading my mail.’’ I said.

‘’True.’’ He said before connecting our lips and then he went into the bathroom.

I slipped out of my dress before slipping under the bed in my underwear.He walked out and he jumped back on the bed and crawled under the sheets. I kissed his minty tasting lips and he instantly responded. He pulled me closer not realizing I was already half naked. He climbed on top of me and pulled off his pajama shirt. Me still under the sheets he put his hands on my face and kissed my cheeks. 

"So beautiful." He said as he rubbed his nose against mine. 

"Lucian?" I asked.

"Yeah?" He asked back as he kissed my cheek.

"I need these sheets off there's a bad combo with you sitting on me." He made a pouty face and got off of me. I pulled the sheets off and jumped on top of him as his back was to mine getting up he crashed down on the floor with me on top. He groaned and turned around he shifted uncomfortably. I bent down and kissed him. "Make love to me." I said breathlessly.

He turned us around so I was on the wood floor now. He picked me up and sat me softly on the bed.I pulled his pajama bottoms down a little. I felt his hand make its way back under my back and he unclasped my bra once again. This time he was able to pull it off without interruption. He kissed my breasts and sucked on my nipple I grabbed his hair and tugged on it as I moaned.He started to kiss me down my stomach slowly. He pulled my panties off leaving me fully naked in front of him.

His eyes glazed over and he went back up to my lips and kissed me. His hands caressed softly on my sides and down to my womanhood. I gasped lightly when I felt one of his fingers inside of me he moved them in and put till he had three fingers inside of me. He kissed my lips again before pulling his pajama pants and boxers off. 

After minutes he positioned himself before giving me one last look. He slowly slid inside me. I gasped and grabbed his arms letting my nails dig in them. A big tear ran down my cheek and he picked one of his arms off of the bed and wiped it off. He didn't move until I wiggled a little and he started to move in and out of me slowly.He was too big tonight and I knew why he was so excited. And I like it because if he desires me so much he won’t cheat. He-he-he-he… Lucian let out a small moan and kept going. It hurt but as long as he was there I knew I would be okay. I let my hands fall from his arms. 

"Faster." I whispered. He did as I said which made him moan and kiss my neck. I let out a moan. That made him nip my skin with his teeth and go faster. Soon we were both screaming in ecstasy. I felt the same pit feeling in my stomach and his thrusts started to get sloppy.  And I felt something get released inside of me as he collapsed on my side and pulled me into his chest.

"I love you." Lucianwhispered in my ear.

"I love you too... I'm thirsty." I said. He got up out of the bed and went to the fridge and grabbed cherry juice. He jumped back in the bed and tore the package open and handed it to me. I took a sip of it and drank the rest down. I got out of the bed and put the packet in the trash. 

"I'm going to get a shower." I said walking into the bathroom. I turned the shower on and waited till it was warm to step in. I let the warm water run down my body for a few minutes before I put the shampoo in my hair and letting it rinse out. I was about to grab the soap before two arms wrapped around me.I leaned back into Lucian as he kissed my cheek. 

"I'm sorry I hurt you tonight, I couln’t resist." Lucian said kissing my ear. 

"It didn’t hurt much." I lied so he wouldn't feel bad.

"Baby I know you’re lying." He said kissing my shoulder.

‘’You always do.’’ I said kissing him again.

‘….and I know the darkest secret of your heart...’ I thought.