I've missed you

Can't breathe without you

HANNAS POV:
"What if she gets there and nicole is there moving in all her stuff how is Aria supposed to feel?"

"well I doubt Ezra will allow nicole to be around once he talks to Aria. he's not that kinda guy." Spence said

"yeah but I think I told her to break up with him."

"well maybe she will. maybe he will. who knows. doesn't matter she wouldn't go if she didn't want to hear him out or work it out. all she knows is that she needs to see him, she needs to hear his voice, and needs to feel his arms around her. being away from him... well you can see what's happened. she can't sleep most nights. she can't do much of anything anymore without him. it's not anything it's him. she needs him, Han. she can't breathe without him."

we stopped talking as Aria walked in

ARIAS POV:
"the look on his face... it just broke my heart. it's like the walls were closing in on us. neither of us had a solid answer and that's where I'm going to leave that."

we sat there talking for about an hour or two and then there was a knock on the door. we all looked at each other confused then finally Spencer got up and answered it. Hanna and I looked at each other once we heard ezras voice. she tried telling him I wasn't here so finally I got up to tell him to leave. I grabbed Spencer shoulder and she nodded towards me and walked into the kitchen with Hanna.

"Ezra what do you need?"

"forgiveness."

"Ezra... I-I" I looked back and took a step onto the porch shutting the door behind me.

"you shouldn't be here." I continued

"Aria..."

"Ezra I can't deal with this." I said crossing my arms.

"Aria I can't deal with you not being there... I woke up in the middle of the night and you weren't there by my side. I sat there for awhile trying to figure out how I made this all go bad. it seems like ever since you left my whole life has came crashing down. I can't work... I can't sleep and I can't eat Aria. I just can't believe I let you walk out of my life again. after all I've ever put you through I should let you.  but what really hurt me Aria was I broke your heart. you were so good to me and so I'm here trying to make things right again. I never thought you'd be gone this long. I wanted you to call my phone back so many nights. I want you and me to work it out. Aria please stop playing and just come home." he said as a tear fell from his eye

"Ezra I cant." I said waving my hand around

EZRAS POV:
I looked at her hand and realized her ring was
gone. I froze up and didn't speak for a moment and realized this could possibly be over. I felt my heart drop but then I looked back up at her and began to talk again.

"Aria I get you're mad at me and over the kiss. but please-"

"the kiss isn't what I'm mad at or even you.... I could never be mad at... look it's over me not trusting you... it's over you leaving me in the cold. it's that- that I hate myself because I want you so bad and it's the fact I knew this would happen I just couldn't I don't know anymore Ezra I can't explain it honestly."

"Aria look you're not even able to look at me." I whispered

she looked everywhere but at me.