Blue Neighbourhood

t w e n t y - o n e

TROYES POV

Today's the day.

I see him.

I told Matt everything and he surprised me by being fully supported of me going.

I told him I'll be gone for only a couple days.

But a part of me knows that I might not be returning to New York.

Maybe I'll just stay in Perth.

Only time will tell for this one.

~

As I leave the airport, I get into my car.

The last thing I want right now is to be in silence, so I turn on my car radio.

My heart somehow filled with a joyous, but sad feeling when I heard the song on the radio that was playing.

It was ILYSB by Lany.

It was our song.

I don't know what to think of this nostalgic feeling.

So I just decided to just to enjoy it.

Enjoy it and think about all the happy times I've had with Adam.

But at the same time it still hurt.

Maybe I'm just not ready to go back to Blue Neighbourhood.

It's like my head said Matt, but my heart screamed Adam.

~

ADAMS POV:

I looked in the mirror as I gently combed my hair.

Today is the I'm going to say goodbye to my father.

The day I'm finally going to forgive him.

And it's not easy.

At first, I wasn't upset.....

I was pissed.

How could he do that to me?

How can a father do that to a son?

Waiting until the day he died for him to finally accept the person who I am.

I decided to let it go. At the end of the day he was still my father.

And I was still his son.

At times I wished death on him, now I only want him to be full of life.

~

Troye hasn't replied to my email.

I understand if he's not coming, but an email back would've been nice.

But I deserve to feel this way.

After what I put Troye through, I 100% deserve to feel this way.

~

My "girlfriend" Sarah has been texting me non-stop.