Souls You Can't Save

Music

How in the hell do people live without music? I find it impossible. It's a way for me to cope and relate. I can't not listen to music. 

So, a whole month + a week of being grounded and warranting no music is torture. 

Ever since we got our school computers, I have seized every damn second of opportunity to listen to music. I feel better than I did without it. Even so, I'm still not happy. I can't be at this point. 

I want to find someone. Someone exactly like her. But the problem is, there's only one her. And I know I can't have her. She doesn't love me. I know that. I'll get over it eventually. 

So you know what I'm going to do? I'm going to associate a song with each character so you can get to know how i see them through music. I don't know if doing that will help you guys, but I find it helpful.

I freakin realize now that this whole chapter is basically an author's note, but anyway, I'll update when my life actually has meaning. 

Thanks loves, 

write chu later.