This Is Us But You Still Playing

Chapter 3: I Love When We...

A/N This is by far my favorite picture of babygirl 😻 her smile is everything...

Wrote the flashback as I watched Kevin Hart: I'm a Grown Little Man 😂 so if you get which joke I was inspired by then we're best friends....ENJOY!!

Today I wanted to just be a studio day. I had Jermaine get me a studio that I could have to myself for 12 hours. So, because I wanted to sleep in on my first day off anyway, I didn't walk into the studio until 3 in the afternoon. And since the time didn't start until I walked in I didn't have to leave until 3 am which was perfect since I'm more of a night owl than anything.

The first thing on my list for the studio was to record a studio version of the song I sung to Dinah on our anniversary. I was going to call the song Marry Me and the only thing different from the version I sung to her was the tempo and the breakdown/ending of the song.

After getting mostly finished with that song, I started thinking about my album. Even though I've been out for about 4 years, I only was doing these concerts and things off of my EP and first two studio albums. And as promised, my third album would be like my first so I spent the next hour thinking about what I would not only want to be for my next single but also apart of my album.

I did want to do a song about sex though. But everyone usually sings about the same places of where they have sex and I wanted to be different at least about the location. I started thinking of all the places I've ever had sex and every place I could think of was somewhere someone else has sung or rapped about. And for some reason, every place I thought of all happened with Dinah. Every place has been taken over with the memory of her. So, I listed off all the places I've had sex with her.

Our first time was in a bed. Then there was a few times on a couch either at my house, hers, or the Fifth Harmony House. I got her to join the Mile High Club a while ago. On our first anniversary we did it on the bathroom floor, then the shower, then in the kitchen. We stayed at a hotel for one of our tours that had a Jacuzzi...we stayed there for some hours. Then at a later stop we stayed in a motel because of the location and had sex there too.

Since I'm always in the studio, we've done it in most the rooms here. I surprised her in Dubai once and made love to her there. Then, she surprised me a few weeks later in Peru and returned the favor. On our second anniversary I took her to the black sand beach in Shelter Cove and we stayed on the beach all day.

But I felt like even with the black sand beach, it was too talked about having sex on the beach. It's even the name of a drink. I almost gave up until I remembered one specific time. We had only been together for a little over a year when it happened and it hasn't happened again since. I laughed at the thought, thinking back to how we even got to that point.

It was the middle of the night and the girls had got off of tour a few days ago but this was the first time Dinah and I were actually able to spend some alone time together. But I was mad at her because of a phone call I got right before she got here and she knew that. Yet was mad at me for being mad at her.

Since it was so late, I was driving dead center on the highway because of the lack of cars and I wasn't talking to her. And I purposely kept the radio off so it was silent in the car as well besides the rev of the engine. Dinah eventually got fed up of the silence apparently because she sighed over dramatically.

"Pull over."

"No."

I said still driving. She smacked her teeth and pushed my arm. Usually I wouldn't have a problem with her hitting me, because she normally did all the time even when I'm driving. But I was driving with my right arm this time, so when she pushed my arm I turned the wheel and swerved the car. And on top of that this wasn't my car. Well, technically it would be soon, because Lamborghini was about to become my new sponsor and part of my contract was I had to drive one around. I was only testing this one out to see if I liked it.