The Secret Guardians

Chapter 25: "Anonymous"

Jaxon's pov:

     Standing in front of me is my mate! She is just standing there staring at me.

"Mate" I heard her say. 

     I snapped out of my trance. No, I can't have her as a mate. She is a freaking nerd. She is too weak to be next to me as my luna. I can't have her, it will ruin my reputation and the pack.

"Don't you dare" Theo growled at me

"It's for the best" I blocked him out afterwards

     Walking up to her I stared at her. She has light brown eyes that I could stare at forever. Snap out of it Jaxon!

     Roughly grabbing her arm ignoring the stinging sparks I dragged her into an empty room. Locking the door behind me I turned to face her

"What's your name?" I asked

"Scarlett, Scarlett Moon" Scarlett, what a wonderful name

"Well, Scarlett I have to tell you something. You see I'm only eighteen and I'm still not ready to settle down yet. I have been training for a few months and I still haven't had enough fun yet"

     She looked at me shocked. It pained me to do this. But I have to it's best for the pack. People wouldn't want a weak luna, and it would ruin my reputation. 

     Theo keep on telling me to kiss her at that moment, but I just pushed him back.

"I Jaxon Collin Daggers soon-to-be-alpha of the White Moon Pack reject you Scarlett Moon as my mate and luna," I said forcing a smirk at on my face

     I can see her fighting the urge to cry. Still smirking I thought about all the fun things I will be able to do without worrying about my mate. Deep down I know that I still wanted her. 

     Deep down I know that I will regret this that I will want her back in the future. But right now I couldn't care less. I'm doing this for the pack. The pack needs a strong luna.

"Keep telling yourself that" Theo sneered, I just ignored him

"I Scarlett Moon accept your rejection," she said with determination. 

     A second before she was on the verge of breaking down. But now it looks like something breaks inside of her, and in her eyes, there are no longer a feeling of warmth but hurt, anger, and most of all hatred.

     Knowing that those emotions were all targeted towards me, makes me doubt my decision more. Trying to keep a blank face but failed miserably I said a simple 'whatever' and stormed out of the class. Slamming the door during the process.

     As I was walking down the hall thinking if what I did was right, Tammy strolled over to me. Gosh, I don't get how I fond her attractive before.

"Hey babe" she purred seductively into my ear. 

     She is the pack slut after all. I knew all along that she have been with Alec the whole time I was in training. I only let her by my side because she is easy. Who will turn down a free offer?

"Hey there, want to continue this later at my room?" I asked her with a charming smile that all girls fall for

"Sure" without a second thought she pushed herself on me and kissed me. If it was before I would like it, but now all I feel is disgust towards her and all the growling and curses from Theo isn't helping either.

     I forced myself to kiss her back. But images of Scarlett keep on appearing in my head. Imagining how it will feel like to kiss her instead.