Housemates (COMPLETE)

Filler

Ruth

"I'm guessing we should talk about this." Chance sits across from me on the bed

"I'm not expecting anything from you by the way. I just wanted to let you know." Chance stares at me as if he's expecting me to say something

I really want to say something, I want him to know how I feel, I tried during the kiss but I couldn't get any words out. It's like my brain has a blockage from it to my vocal chords. It just won't work. And I hate it.

He sighs and gets up off the bed.

I follow him out and close the front door behind him as he leaves.

Dude.

What am I doing?

Chance

I leave the apartment stressed out. I want a relationship, or at least something from her. I don't get why I said that, I should've just been straight. But that would scare her away... what if she's not ready for a relationship?

I've had enough of all of these 'What ifs', it's time to actually know.