Housemates (COMPLETE)

Right Now

Chance

Yes, I'm really gone. Yes, I've really left her. In case you were thinking something like:

'No way he left her! He's in love with her!"

or

"He's totally lying, who would leave someone like Ruth all on her own?"

Well I did, so sad

Stacy's actually being alright - kind of.

Everything she does, reminds me of Ruth. Just because Stacy is the complete opposite of her. I'm not gonna lie, I miss Ruth.

I miss the awkward silences that I wouldn't have minded if they lasted a lifetime.

I miss the way her hair's always in bundles at the end of the day because how much she twists it around her finger.

I miss the sparkle in her eyes when I make a joke.

I even miss the clouds of sadness in her eyes when she's upset.

With Stacy, I dunno..

I hate the way she could probably fill up a conversation for three people

I hate the way she's too obsessed with her looks to even touch her her unless she has scrunchies and hair products around.

I hate how she fake laughs off a joke

I hate the way she whines about everything.

I miss Ruth, but I can't be with her

Ruth

Haven't been out in ages, haven't slept in ages.

I just don't get it, Chance can be so stubborn, rude, ignorant and unbelievably annoying sometimes.

And I miss it.

But he's just so dang confusing, it's frustrating

I'm supposed to be the confusing one

I feel like he does this on purpose, I don't know why, but I just feel he does.

Maybe he's just selfish like that.

He can't do this to me and I can't let this eat me up.

I need to go out and show him I don't care about him, and he doesn't mean anything to me. 

Even though I may love him

Note the 'may'

But right now,

I hate him

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Another filler, just t get a view on things - I promise I'll try and make something actually happen in the next chapter

Hugs and kisses xoxo