take care

six

Hey ho,

So this week the whole band decided to meet up and just hang out. We had to stay on the down low so we wouldn't get mobbed by fans, so we just met up at my place.

We ordered some pizza (a lot of it I may add) and just sat down and talked. It was nice to know that even after everything that's happened to me, all of us could still act like how we used to act. It was a lot of fun for the most part. Harry was able to have a break from making me happy all the time, but he still stayed close to me. We all just laughed and made jokes and it was nice.

The only bad part was when Liam started mentioning my birthday (which is in three days). He suggested that we all go out and just paint the town. We could go to a club and just party and whatnot. Everybody was on board with it at first, but then Louis started talking about my love life. He said that I should consider seeing other people, saying that it would do me some good. The others agreed, but Harry just sat there and didn't say anything at first. Eventually he started saying that maybe I should wait before seeing anybody. Louis said something back and then Harry said something to him and shortly after the two started fighting about me. Zayn had to break it up and then everybody had to leave.

I'm not sure what that was all about. Harry was getting very defensive when they started talking about me dating. To be honest, it would probably be best if I do get out and see some people, but I am a little confused. We did talk about this a little before the incident, but I have been questioning my sexuality. I mean, I think girls are sexy and all, but I'm starting to think the same thing about guys. Does that automatically make me gay or something? I don't know, I don't think it's necessarily a bad thing that I can admire a guys looks.

It's too late to be thinking about this. I need to get to bed.

Take care,

Niall x

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A/N Ooo, jealous Harry is so cute. What'd you guys think? The next two chapters are some of my favorite so I'm excited for those. Today I'm dedicating this to KinkyNarryCupcakes. Playboy was my fucking life when I first read it. I was literally in school hyperventilating reading it and my friends were trying to calm me down. It's one of the best books I've ever read, and it's so creative too! You have to read it. Also, I would like to say that even though I'm dedicating my stories to writers I like, it's easy to get a dedication. Just leave me a nice comment and my favorite gets a dedication :)

Next Posting Date: January 18th because I really want to get the next two chapters out this weekend ^_^