take care

twenty five

We just had our first fight,

Well technically it was our first "real" fight. We've had fights before, like when we were just friends, but this was our first one as a couple.

We were fighting over Kendall. I started getting on him about hanging out with him so much, even though I knew he didn't have a choice. He said that he had to do it and we couldn't tell management about our relationship so it's not like he could get out of it. The fight ended with a broken glass and the slamming of a door.

Harry had been gone for over an hour and I was starting to get very worried. I didn't want to admit it, but was this fight big enough for us to be over already? Maybe I had overreacted, but was that worth wasting an entire relationship?

Luckily for me Harry returned shortly after the first hour and looked a lot more calm than he had before. I immediately jumped into his arms when he walked in. I apologized for being a terrible boyfriend and I said I should've handled the situation better and blah blah blah. Harry just stroked my hair as I babbled.

By the end of the conversation we agreed not to talk about Kendall anymore. Obviously it was affecting our relationship and that wasn't ok.

Honestly I'm glad that Harry forgave me so easily but I still don't want him around Kendall anymore. I trust Harry, it's Kendall I don't trust. I know she likes him, I see it in her eyes. I want her out of the picture so Harry and I don't have to worry about anything in our relationship.

Take Care,

Niall x

P.S. Am I being too pushy or jealous? I don't know, I've never really had a boyfriend before Harry. You're a girl, you've had several boyfriends! Well two but that's more than me! I need your help Penny!

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A/N OH MY GOD I'M AN IDIOT!!! Ok so I've had over a month to write this five page paper on the Battle of Chancellorsville but here's the problem: 1. We've had so many snowdays that we haven't had work days so I never researched things 2. I was gone the day the teacher assigned topics so I didn't even know what I was researching for like two weeks 3. It's due on Monday and I have maybe 75% percent of a page done and I honestly don't think I'll be able to sleep properly until I have at least four pages done but I really don't want to have to do it ugh. Also, I started a Larry story! I'm freaking out quite a lot because I don't think anyone will like it. Also also, I'm still in the bromance awards so VOTE BITCHES!!! Sorry, I'm very anxious right now and just can't function properly but I need to post this otherwise I will feel bad. Today I'm dedicating this to _crazii_loves because yes.

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