take care

twenty eight

My life is full of ups and downs,

It seems that as soon as something good happens in my life, something bad happens shortly after. It's like life doesn't want me to stay happy, but instead wants me to continue down this swirling hole, going deeper into my depression.

Today, Kendall came over. Harry and her were supposed to hang out today, but he was in the shower and she had managed to find her way to our flat.

She seemed a bit surprised when I answered the door, but she was still nice and polite. I had the opportunity to talk to her and god is she boring. She might be related to the Kardashion's but there is nothing interesting about her! The girl just went on and on about her latest shopping spree and blah blah blah. I tuned her out right before Harry came out of the shower. He also seemed surprised to see Kendall there.

"Kendall, I told you I would meet you at two..." Harry said, rubbing his neck awkwardly.

She simply smiled. "Well I thought I would meet you here. Now let's go sweetie, the paps are expecting us soon." She grabbed his hand and pecked his cheek. I had to hold back my grimace.

They waved bye and she said, "Nice talking to you, Niall!" They then left, leaving me alone in this big, empty flat.

Now it's obvious that I'm jealous, but I'm fine with Harry and Kendall hanging out. I know it's something that they both have to do and I trust Harry... but they left at two o'clock and it's past midnight and they still haven't come back.

I don't know if I trust Harry as much as I claim to. He said that they would be gone for four hours, five tops. Well if that's the case then where the fuck is he? He hasn't even fucking called or anything!

I want to trust him, Pen, I really do, but I'm not sure what to think anymore. Things were finally starting to look good for me.

Take Care,

Niall x

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A/N I'M BACK BITCHES WOO!!! Have you missed me? Well if you haven't noticed, I've been gone for wayyyy too long. If you want to know what happened, read my previous author's note. Oh my god, there was so much stupid drama this weekend, it was just plain annoying, but other than that it was awesome! Harry Potter World is just asdfghjkl; amazing. Guys, my favorite chapter I've written for this chapter so far comes out this Friday, eekkkk!!!!! I really hope you guys like it, I know I will. This chapter is dedicated to records-vinyls because she's one of my wedding peoples! I know that some people have their Wattpad crew, but for me it's the people apart of the wedding.

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