Dear Penelope,
Today, Louis said something that really got my attention; "I think it's time for you to date again."
I honestly hadn't even thought about that. Am I ready to go back into the dating world? Sure, thousands of girls offer to date me daily, so I probably wouldn't have an issue finding a date, but still, am I ready? I'm definitely not over Harry, but that doesn't mean I should just stay home and weep about it all day.
Eleanor didn't say much. I think she agrees with Louis in the fact that I need to get out of the house and meet new people, but I'm like her little brother. El is so protective over me, and she doesn't want me to get my heart broken again.
Another issue, would I date a boy or a girl? Ever since Harry and I broke up, I've been questioning my sexuality again. Did I really like boys, or was it just Harry? Did I really like girls, or was I just using that as an excuse not to question anything? It's a very complicated subject that I don't honestly know how to answer.
Too many questions, so little time. The tour starts in April which means rehearsals are going to start soon. I'm honestly not ready to see Harry again. Luckily I'll have Louis to watch over me, but that won't be enough.
Ugh.
Take Care,
Niall x
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A/N Sorry for semi late update. My Aunt's are in town so I've kind of been busy with that. Anyways, I've decided to end my contest next Saturday (July 5). That still gives you plenty of time to enter if you want to. I'm really liking the entries so far, can't wait to read more! So it seems as if you guys have liked my new book, A Million Miles Away. I'm glad to know that people are liking it! I won't be updating that until I'm done with Take Care so we still have a bit before that. I don't think I'll have an update schedule for that one. For Take Care, I had almost everything pre-written (I'm almost out of pre-written stuff so I need to write some more) but it's probably going to be different for amma because the chapters are going to be longer and such. But yeah. Sorry, this is becoming a long note :P
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Fanfiction[ONGOING] ❝to be honest, it's nice that harry's here with me.❞ ❝for some reason I don't feel so lonely.❞ ❝take care❞ ❝niall❞ in which niall writes letters to an old friend WriteIdea © #914 in fanfiction
